sunseokd

y'all is it true that wattpad is banning smut on here?? TT

Hi, are you still active?

of course!

there's a hacker going around on wp just so you know. don't trust anyone that gives a link or a long paragraph on security and your works being removed

yeahhhh I had to turn the lights off and just got water hahaha I’m about to hit the sack gotta wake up early sjdjdhdhd it was definitely nice talking to you again, love 

girl, it's so hot here like I had my chai about an hour and a half ago, and yet, it's so, so HOT this excessive heat warning in my area is insane
          
          please make sure to stay hydrated!

long messages indeed! <33 well, I'm glad you don't let the world stimuli dictate your feelings and how you respond to it, now. I'm still working on that myself, including patience, which frankly, I think I'm doing a better job at
          
          I understand the isolating yourself part and the way we view reality impacting our mental health. I think that's partly the same for me despite being busy with uni. tbh I'm very sensitive. like I'll feel something in the air and it'll affect me if I don't do anything abt it and I've found recently, that having full belief in letting things just happen, or whatever happens, happens is better for my mental health
          
          also, can we talk about how crucial water is?? like I already know our body is mostly made out of water and the whole scientific thing but it's like wow, just wowww when you think abt it on the deeper physiological and psychological level 
          
          basically, I'm making sure I'm drinking my water and trying to think positive now for my mental health. but anyway, I see what you mean about isolating yourself to protect yourself.  also, same, strong on the setting boundaries for yourself.
          
          I'm working on that as well, now. and yk the funny thing is, this whole setting boundaries is about respect, more importantly, respect for yourself 
          
          yesss, I have been feeling stretched too thin, and I'm really trying to balance classes, studying, my hobbies, and work in a way where I don't feel overwhelmed now. partly, the reason was me not setting boundaries for myself, and crashing out because I didn't eat properly and drink water because I was so stressed. the end result? not good (grades and health)
          
          so that changes now because in the end, it's about respecting yourself, righttt

why were you embarrassed to reach out to your friends on your other account? I know it's different, but when this hack thing that happened back in 2021 on wp it caused me to create a new account too. I'm sorry to hear that you went through health stuff. it's hard out here but finding things to be grateful for helps a lot.
          
          wait, original works??? I WANNNA READDD
          
          I tried to start an original fic on my third account but didn't end up writing because I was busy with uni. honestly, it's been tough because my grades are not the best as they used to be and only last fall have I realized that I need to lock in yk like crying isn't going to solve the problem here
          
          doing the thing that needs to be done as best as possible and trying to listen to my body and health is :> I'm sorry for the long message as well heh I'm not taking classes this summer just focusing on work and volunteering before classes start again in the fall, and hoping that I will do a lot better 
          
          I feel hopeful and certain, and for my writing though (after some time) :D

making a new account doesn’t hit the same for real—I’m glad that you got to log back in though! new works? ooh I’ll be on the lookout for that and yeah I’m gonna try to update before the end of this month 
          
          I have so many unfinished works it’s crazy 

missed you! haven't been writing and posting but back to reading physical books <33