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I'm currently imagining how funny it would be to actually talk and meet-I can imagine I'm basically a 5 year old and you're off in your mid 20's or something...it's a very roundabout way of asking your age which is weird (?) but I'm curious and I'm not saying you should post here either. But I want to get to know you a little better...like maybe what's your favorite color( bc I don't actually have one-but have been feeling a little sage green lately), your hobbies,(I'm not white by any means so don't make fun of me for it-I play badminton, I love biking, reading, walking around a lake and just reflecting, weight lifting-I'm not jacked lol I can barely lift the bar now and need to find a gym membership) I also want to get the chance to join track but I'm by no means a runner- I would also say traveling and shopping but I'm too broke for rich people behavior) and here's a fun question, what do you do on a bad day to make yourself feel better? What are your greatest accomplishments? hmm and what is something weird/strange or funny about you? Check your inbox and answer through there :)
            
            
            
            Ice breakers, don't you love them-yes, some of them were googled;-;

can I  just say how funny it is that you still remember that email? Unfortunately, I had to scrap it for a new one...also in case you havent noticed, for whatever reason, just check you inbox and just give me an indicator if you ever decide to use it( like hi, this is me and not a scammer)

What ever platform you prefer! I'd prob just be making an account anyway.   I already wrote something back in january(?) but I deleted it...The recordings have all gone through my head, but nothing ever sounds as I think it...and to be honest, I want to say something in equal value that would brighten up your day as much as it has for me. You're such as inspiration in the way you express yourself so freely and I would love to send you a gift ofc but it doesn't seem quite plausible, does it? But I hope to one day in the future. or maybe even meet up too-that would be both the worst and best day of my life...the reason would be because of fear. It's not every day that I'll see and speak with someone who I've been so honest to and I'm afraid I would disappoint. I'm afraid I would act so different and untrue to how honestly I've conveyed and presented myself to be. I'm afraid I would be perceived as too talkative, annoying, or the most common one, I ask "too many questions." And the fact of the matter is, sometimes I love to pursue pointless questions just to hear someone talk, I want to know their opinion without them being condescending about it. I love to talk, and I love to listen, and think about our conversation later and thoughts I could've added and still add hours later without being told I think too deeply or too much about things. I want to change the way I act to align with how I think but I'm scared of judgement. Which is weird, I just want to improve myself. You seem like such a genuine and sincere person and I really admire that. I want my responses to have some meaning to them and not something empty and boring to reply to. And unlike the internet, there is no such thing as editing my replies face to face or even over call. 
            
            
            
            and because eid is so hectic and never got the chance
            
            Eid Mubarak<3

@sunshinehues I feel really bad replying this late but tbh I've been kind of busy with school-you know, history day project? Remember that? Yea. Teacher really said throwback to 2016. But anyway the theme for this year was Debate and Diplomacy so I'm thinking about doing Hiroshima but I also need to pick a second topic which is really stressing me out. But apart from my school life my dad came to visit from his residency or something. I don't see him often so I feel a bit awkward around him sooo there's that. Anywho,(know this is a bit random but role with it lmao) what's your favorite songs from k-pop(or songs in general)? My playlists are so dry now istg-

@justletmereaddang oh my god hi! I'm doing great, physical classes have started so I'm like super busy with no time to barely breathe, going to and forth all seven days a week, but apart from that, well. Life is dull. What about you? Been long, hasn't it </3

@justletmereaddang i just created an acc, when i actually post something, i'll let you know lol. and as for the other two, i'll surely check them out, thank you! ^^

@Akira_Shizumi ofc, i write there, if you wanna check out my fics, i'm there as winterbluems lol, ao3 is the best. i mean for poetry tho, we can't write poetry on ao3, as far as ik

@sunshinehues you have inkitt? gimme your tag-anyway, how about sweek or movellas?

@justletmereaddang hey!!

@sunshinehues omg bestie hiii