How do you give it your all yet fall into the same old cycle and manage to make them lose interest in you?
How can you be so sure that they love you with everything in them and possibly more than you love them one moment, and the next moment it's evident they'd rather be alone than with you?
How do you stop them from being tired of you?
How do you go from being their relief, their home, someone they'd search and run to in happiness and when things go south, to someone they just come to for the sake of it?
How do you stop being your true self in front of them so that they can be their own self in front of you?
How do you close yourself up so that you can be what they truly want you to be?
How do you trust them when they say something but you cansee they don't really act like that?
How do they go from craving at least one peaceful, heartful conversation with you throughout the day to not even caring if you haven't had one in days?
How do they go from at least wanting to start and end their day with you if not possibly being with you all the time to just, not wanting that?
How do they go from someone so far yet so close to someone so close yet so far? And how do you cope with it?
And most importantly, how do you not lose yourself all over AGAIN in the process?
