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          I’m so bothered, I don’t know what to do. Sometimes, I’m asking myself, am I really deserving to be happy? 
          
          I kept reminiscing those happy moments in my life, then I'd just cry like a dumb sh*t. My life has messed up. 
          
          I just wanted to bring my old-self back, but I can’t. 
          
          I want to stop this. I think this is the reason why I am gonna die.