Your guys thoughts on something I wrote up trying to get those creative juice’s flowing!!
No one really does prepare you for the real world, taxes, responsibilities, relationships they’re kind of just there for you to stumble upon one day.
I mean when I thought of these attributes I thought I still had a while before I was met with the front door labeled “Adult hood 101”
My life was filled with football…seems like just football, but to be there football has many sub categories of stress, fitness, health, ability, anxiety and depression all things a teenager like my self are given at the ripe age of 14.
Pimples were the least of my worries when instead I would have an anxiety attack because I can’t pick what color trousers to wear…seriously.
Till yesterday my trousers were the biggest things on my mind. Right now I couldn’t care about what I wore.
In your life nothing is permanent anything can change in a second and unfortunately I’ve fallen victim to that, what was a lovely day turned to a day I wouldn’t forget and not for the right reasons.
I didn’t win an important football match, I didn’t have my first kiss, I didn’t even hand in my homework on time.
In fact my mother died.
Straight to the point, I know but that’s what it kind of was like when I found out.
I was walking home like any other day after school listening to all things Billie Eilish thinking of what was for dinner; hoping it was my favorite vegetable lasagna, I opened the front door and there she was lifeless.
Nothing really processed until the ambulance came and took her away.
Was football really my only worry, or would I soon have to open that front door.
