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so yeah, i know i talked a lot about coming back but i genuinely don't think i ever will? at least not writing rapper bxb. i'm not interested in most of the old rappers i used to write about, and the fact that i wrote about dead people fucking kindaaaa makes me feel icky now. no disrespect to people who enjoyed those ships and still do, i just personally can't write it anymore.
all of my old works will remain up as an archive, and i'll definitely pop in from time to time to read some of you guys books when i'm bored. it's a lot of talented niggas on here and i wish i could be on here to read more often, but i'm no longer a 16-17 year old with too much time on my hands and an obsession with rappers from the soundcloud era like i was in 2018. i'm a 21 year old college student who's graduating this school year with honors. i have school, i have a boyfriend, and i have responsibilities. i'm not the teenage girl who used writing as an escape from my declining mental health and toxic household anymore, and i'm now a grown woman who is much happier with her life.
the time i spent on wattpad in 2018-2020 kinda helped shaped me into who i am now, and as cringey as i find a lot of my old writing, i don't regret it at all. i know that i inspired a lot of people with my writing and that in itself is sooooo crazy to me. something that i did to help cope with my problems ended up helping so many people.
if you read this wall of text, i'll still pop in to read from time to time, and you can give me recommendations if you want. (if you're recommending rapper bxb please PLEASE nothing with tana or slump6s or any other minor i am an adult)
love you all, and thank you for four amazing years
diana