i'm soooooo so sorry i haven't posted anything for a very long while i've been busy with lots of things and have had lots of.. interesting things happen in that time. thank you for all of the activity that's been happening in my absence and i'll try to post when i can but to be honest, i kind of forgot about my story.... if there's anyone i can help in any way, please pm me. i love you all and i really wish the best for you all.