I was flabbergasted, flummoxed, bemused, anything out of the ordinary about my predicament. Why should I get anxious about going to a family event!? In fact, screw them! They should be anxious about meeting me not the other way around! I am intimidating, I am bold, I am... ALPHA!! AWOOOO!
bruh. wtf. jokes aside, srs, why should I be anxious, I hate my nerves. and in retrospect, I can make a lot of choices but I choose to post about it here. I wish emojis were allowed, the tonal message would come across differently. (*smh)