Sura.

@suraolly 
            I never had a reason to hate u and I ALWAYS forgive u ! u didn't do it on purpose, I know it was hard for u to choose this shit. 
            Just know that i'm literally waiting for u everyday, every minute ..
            I DON'T and i will NEVER wish you death cuz u r the only beautiful thing that happened to my life ♡ and you were always there for me when i needed the most.
            If you disapear, I will be dead even if I still alife, there will be no reason for me to continue this shity life.
            
            Yup i'm sad everyday for being alone like that, but if u r still here even if a thousand miles away.. It'll be enough..
            Even if i cry myself to sleep everyday, even if its hard.. hard to do the same everyday without u.. I'll try to be strong.. Even if im not.
            
            Just wanna let u know that u were the only person who cares about me.."till this day.."
            
            I just want to talk about my day to u, send stupid funny shit to u and laugh till 3 a.m..
            But now im alone.
            
            I hold so much shit inside
            I feel empty but at the same time so full of shit inside!
            
            I check your account every night to see if u r back.. but u r not.
            I won't bother u with my stupid feeling, i just wanna make sure u r okay and doing well.
            Or just.. 
            come back.. 
            Im sorry i know i'm selfish.. 
            But u were my only true safe home to me 
            I'm feeling homeless for months now..
            Im sorry
            
            Just know i love u so much. 
            You were and still my safe home♡
            Don't think this way again, BECAUSE I STILL NEED YOU HERE. 
            Come back when u r ready, im waiting for u at the same old place~
            And till that day, please be happy..

everytime i go to sleep i wish that i’ll never wake up .. apologizing and begging for forgiveness and wishing that i should have never did what i’ve done is not enough 
            i don’t deserve shit forget me and wish me death please