Sabine

I have watched Hamilton about 25 times since Friday. Which is about 67 hours. Which is two  days and 19 hours. I’m vibing.

HAPPY NEW YEAR MAH DUDES!

It is now four months after I started writing Legends of Tomorrow. I began by saying it would update every Friday. I then changed it to every other Friday. I've only released one chapter and the second one has barely anything written.  Writers block hit me hard...

Wow, I was supposed to release a chapter every Friday, and here I am, on a Saturday without a chapter published. For me school starts on Wednesday, so I think I'm going to change it to every other Friday.

Hazah! I have published the first chapter of Legends Of Tommorow! Yay!

Hey lovely peoplez! I can bet no one's really this, but I needed to say something to someone and felt like I was heard.
          
          
          Lately, I've been feeling a bit depressed. I haven't been diagnosed with it, but I have been showing signs of it. A few weeks ago I tried to cut for the first time and since then, it's been continuing. Last night I had a breakdown.
          
          I told myself that no one cared about me and I was a piece of garbage. I was screaming to myself. I said things like 
          "She's just lying! You mean nothing to her!" 
          "She's really shutting you out because she doesn't like you anymore! She didn't lose her phone, she just hates you!"
          "Nobody cares for you."
          "Camilla doesn't really want to talk to you, she always says things like 'Is anyone awake besides Sabine?'"
          I went on like this for hours.
          
          My friend that has been feeling down and has 
          had self harm thoughts and suicidal thoughts time me that something that seriously helps her is music. 
          
          I asked my Alexa to play some music and soon felt much better, for the rest of the time I was awake, I clung to a stuffed best a friend of mine gave to me. It was the only emotional support I had avalible. My other emotional support was already asleep...
          
          If you read this entire thing, thank you. You didn't need to but you did.

This is torture waiting to upload the first chapter. So I'm going to sit here and flip some tables. 
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So I have to first chapter of Legends of Tommorow ready to be published in Friday. Yaaaaay! I'm sorry if it's trash. I hit writers block in the middle of writing it, but I wanted it to be ready, so yeah........... I am hoping to release it at 12:00 PM this Friday, as long as I have signal, internet and my phone at that time, it should happen. OwO

Sup peoples! No one's actually following me, so this really has no point. Anywho, I am currently working on a new book called 'Legends of Tomorrow' It will hopefully be my main focus out of all of my books that I put on Wattpad. 
          My plan is to have a new chapter out every Friday after the first release. So stick around, if you want.