I doubt anyone will read this, but I have formally chosen to stop reading Wattpad. While it was enjoyable initially, it quickly became monotonous, and I soon discovered other things to occupy my time. such as developing my career, learning art, growing plants and trees, visiting the mosque, etc. I was a devout Muslim before I got Wattpad, but after I got Wattpad, I started losing confidence in Allah SWT. I became a completely different person (not a good one) after quitting praying, quitting going to the mosque with my dad, quitting reading the Quran, and starting committing zina and sins (astagfirullah). I told my mother about this, and she advised me that the only thing I could do was repent to Allah. I also had anxiety and depression. I even considered killing myself, which is also wrong. I confessed my sins and resumed praying, giving to charities secretly, and other good deeds. Even when I felt that Allah wasn't paying attention, I prayed to Him again for pardon. I gradually got over my anxiety and despair, and I developed into a lot better person. Whoever is reading this has my best wishes and I hope you have a good life ahead of you❤️❤️❤️❤️
Love y’all lots❤️