willbyersmother

lowkey just ranting because i dont know? i feel bad but then lowkey she was lowkey being a bitch to me so.

look i get it she was going through really bad mental health, i understand!! but. yall never ever asked how i was? i totally understand that she was going through something arguably worse then me, but taht doesn't make my feelings any less valid,  this sounds incredibly selfish im sorry.

wtf does me being 'mainstream' and you guys being 'alternative' have ot do with anything? HELP. i am not trying to fit in with you guys..

the way im more comfortable talking some random ahh guys in my math class then my friend of 6 years is lowkey very telling. 

distanced myself because i felt and i knew that yall were starting to care less for me as every day passed. i could tell by the way you both were barely talking to me and always just never acknowledging me. so i distanced myself from you guys because thats what you were doing with me.

it is 9pm and one of my friends still hasn't wished me a happy birthday. literally what? did she forget or did i do something wrong which i didn't. i mean i did repost a video about she is soo wrapped up around her exes that she doesn't remember that its my birthday which is literally true so?? help

i looked off and was mostly silent for the whole hang out and you guys did even care to ask if i was okay at all, but as soon she looked off for just a second OMG! something must be wrong but nahh im all good dont worry!! 
          far out 

hello gang back again with.. guess what another vent haha.
          i have just been so incredibly anxious for the past like six weeks its actually so annoying, my health anxiety mainly has been the highest its ever been and its just really getting me down and i keep missing school because of it. im just so sick of being anxious all the time i genuinely just want to go back to how i used to be. ugh i miss when i wasn't like this.
          see you later gang thanks for listening 

hey gang this quite random but idk where to say this but.
          vent ig.
          i have not been doing that well atm my anxiety has been through the roof constantly for the whole month and its really getting me down. But! on another note i woke up this morning feeling mostly better, still a bit anxious but far much better then i have been. 
          thank you for reading, hope you are all well! xxx

hii gang, i haven't been in forever lmaoo. but um. idk. 
          i hate my life why did byler not happen