ur mom

other things that happened since aug 2022:
          
          - taylor and joe broke up and she got a new bf and is literally getting married soon ?!?
          - stranger things s5 happened (we do not talk abt it)
          - the devil wears prada has a sequel !!!
          - apparently money heist is also coming back ?!
          - guts came out and you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love is almost here (literally my album)
          - listened to so many more artists now (i don’t even listen to pop girlies anymore T-T)
          - taylor isnt even my fav artist anymore 
          - still has a fucking incompetent demon as the president with his equally, if not more, evil minions in the government (plz end the country’s suffering)
          - LITERALLY SO MANY PPL ARE TURNING GAY NOW ?! i feel like a trendsetter 
          - so many new queer media 
          - was into twice(kpop) for a while
          - literally so many new ts album (we do not talk abt tloasg)
          - only watched a handful of new shows bc i keep rewatching my favs (modern fam and friends)
          - apparently i drink now (occasionally!)
          - rice purity score def went down
          - so many celeb couples broke up tbh
          - got so many plushies
          - still refusing to watch the prom fearstreet movie bc everyone says it sucks (ugh they shouldve made the killers’ backstories as a series instead)
          - i can commute on my own now
          
          i can’t remember much bc my memory is so fucked up but i swear old me would be so freaked out by everything 

things that happened since my last post here (aug 2022): 
          
          - school went back to normal face-to-face classes
          - got appointed as the school council president 
          - had my first and only situationship
          - was friends with ppl from all over the world through twitter 
          - finished tenth grade as the rank 1 with 10+ awards !
          - changed schools for 11th and 12th grade
          - met and fell madly inlove with my gf (we’ve been together for 2 1/2 years !)
          - got very burnt out from school
          - finally managed to come out to my friends and they’re all supportive (*^ω^*)
          - met and befriended so many queer ppl in my new school
          - stopped ranking in school but still had high grades 
          - managed to get into my dream school and program without any preparation (literally the country’s top school)
          - moved into a different city 3 hours away from home to live alone
          - years of burnt out and depression finally caught up to me and i ended up having to take a break from school bc of it
          - had the courage to finally ask for help and got diagnosed with pdd and started meds
          - still trying to bounce back from all of it
          
          it’s been crazy but i’m sure younger me would be proud by how far we’ve come. i didn’t even think i would make it past 15 and now im turning 20? that’s crazy! she’s finally out (not to my fam tho lol) and actually has queer friends irl that would get her and an amazing gf that would love her no matter what. she finally knows what’s wrong with her and even though it can’t be cured, at least she’s learning to manage it.
          
          somebody play landslide by fleetwood mac, my younger self got me here ❤️‍

hi guys ! 
          
          i haven’t touched this app in a very long time. can’t believe i’ve had this acc for a decade now. crazy how i’ll be in college soon when i literally started this in 4th grade. it’s fun and very nostalgic reading my old posts here (and even my cringe stories that i have now put in my drafts)
          
          i’m sure you’re all too busy with life now to still be reading here (not that i’m judging if you still are) but i wanna say hi even though my depression fucked up my memory so bad that i don’t really remember you guys anymore. 
          
          p. s. incase anyone’s wondering, my acc used to be called @/snixxjuice14 (anya taylor joy’s wife) ( ^-^ )

RECCOMEND ME SOME OF THE MOST HEART WRENCHING SONGS YOU'VE EVER HEARD!!! Pls i need to have my monthly heavy sob session before school starts. Plus points if the song's abt being gay, being burnt out, being a perfectionist, having a broken fam, wanting to unalive urself, or unrequited love.

WHY IS GOSSIP GIRLS NOT ON NETFLIX UGH I HATE THIS

I'm so ready for do revenge!!

Ugh I'm so fucking close to watching purple hearts solely bc I love Sofia sm and the edits I've been seeing of her are amazing. I know I'm gonna hate it tho. Maybe I'll watch it just to see how bad it actually is

CAMILA POSTED!! EVERYONE FUCKING POSTED FOR 7/27!!! It's a day late but we'll give her a pass. These past few days gave me so much serotonin and nostalgia. Like yesterday I went through that twitter thread of their most chaotic moments and there was so much. No wonder we all have so many inside jokes. And they were so messy but we love their mess. Sometimes I wish I could go back to my ten yr old self who's only hobby was to watch countless takeover videos and interviews and singing along to their music like I'm actually performing with them. I miss it sm :((

i forgot to post here but happy 7/27!! crazy how fast time flies. it's been 10 years already. i miss them sm. also im so fucking sad that camila still havent posted anything. like i thought after everything last year she's finally gonna acknowledge them but ig not. lauren's post made me cry tho. dinah's was cute but the vid was so funny. normani and ally's was sweet but short. don't know why i was waiting for an ot5 interaction. should've known better :((

so anya got married... what am i gonna do now abt my name here??