Akriti

          You were doing a pretty amazing job out here...
          Please do continue the review :-)
                                                                 
          

Dude! You alive?

First of all, I am sorry to every single one of my friends. I know I randomly disappear without even informing any of you and I am truly sorry. It's all I have got to say. 
          
          But I'll tell you why I disappear so much: I am a relatively sensitive person who will appear tough and unfazed but when I let people in, they will know I am very sensitive to things. 
          
          And social media has an negative effect on me. No matter what I do, I kind of always get caught up in negativity on here. I don't know, I have a knack for it and it just leaves me disturbed for a long time. While social media is great, I don't think I can handle it. It overwhelms me. 
          
          And when I am not on social sites or my phone, I actually feel connected to the real world and this break has given me opportunities to explore things I have never done. 
          

Whereee areeee youuuu??? 

hi. 

This account is on an indefinite hiatus. Hopefully, I'll be back.

Published a story. Not sure what response I'm expecting but it would be nice if you to check it out once. 

I often read this question–why do you write–and I haven't been able to give a strong answer like others do. But today, I'll tell you why I write. [By the way, contrary to the popular belief, I do write. I'm just more into poetry than novels. Check my wall if you would like to read one of the poems I wrote.] 
          
          I write because I like to. There's no particular reason why I write. You see, writing is an easier way to empty my mind. Some days, when I don't want to write a diary entry to get rid of toxic thoughts and hurtful feelings, I don't rant in my personal diary, I pick up a pen and my mind conjures up different things and I write. That's a part of reason why I write. I also write because I observe things and my mind has these different scenarios going on, stories unexplored that only I can explore. That's the reason I write. I want to explore, unravel and feel those stories, be it in poetry or a novel. 
          
          @rainbowwveins @crazymaniac_ @silver_dustXX @blackmaniacx tell me why do you write. And well, tag your friends to know their reason too.

A question in my mind since long: what does your username mean? 

I look back 
          And I am filled with regrets. 
          Unknowingly or knowingly, 
          I hurt people. 
          How could I be so cruel? 
          To shut out others 
          So I could drown in my grief. 
          I look at the people who I loved 
          And can't help but smile. 
          But at the back of my mind
          I can only wonder how much sadness I had caused. 
          Was I the reason for the frown that my father constantly used to sport? 
          Was I the reason that I used to hear my mum cry? 
          Was I the reason my friends were hesitant? 
          And I lay awake at night 
          Nothing but silence comforts me 
          In the seams of darkness 
          With hundred unanswered question.