@sweet_soft_pastels--
Me: the townspeople in don Quixote aren’t real their eyes can’t hurt you
The ghost of Marius Petipa himself: ~you are being perceived~
Me: WHY
Yeah I went down another Hyperfixation rabbit hole at least it’s not horror or until dawn but somehow this is more of a psychological mind game-
Also I will clarify the dance itself was on the 17th I was just in a whirlwind of craziness for two weeks
Also, I am currently Injured and in a walking boot and haven’t danced since then, and yes, I am losing my marbles XD
Me: okay you did your dance, you can give up the hyperfixation saga forever and put it behind you
My brain last night: hey remember your dance that you did based off a game that put you through Hyperfixation hell for over a year
Me: oh COME ONN
(And yes, I owe my first time getting first place in anything ever to until dawn, and that will never not be funny to me)
@sweet_soft_pastels-- It’ll stay with you forever atp XD But no fr though, how does our brains think of things we’re trying to forget?? XD
@SirenBlair LOOK IN MY DEFENSE I DIDNT EXPECT THE DANCE TO ACTUALLY HECKIN WIN SOMETHING NOW I HAVE A SENTIMENTAL MEMORY I’M NEVER GONNA BE FREE
Girl, you’re never escaping Until Dawn, I swear XD the game lured you in-
The way I’m performing my dance in two weeks and my brain is doing that thing where I start trying to plan all my upcoming projects like ma’am one thing at a time you need to lock the heck in XD
Sometimes I think about the fact that when I was like 14 my lovely mother signed me up for a teen jazz class at my former dance studio and neither the studio nor the teacher told me or my mother that it was an ADVANCED jazz class, so I went through a months long saga of wild hijinks and miscommunication and trying to speedrun my double pirouette before recital day and EYE CONTACT MELODY IT HELPS WITH CONFIDENCE
It made the dancer I am today but boy oh boy was it a wild ride XD
@avaaviesflowergirl it’s a wonder how I survived honestly XD
@sweet_soft_pastels-- What a really wild ride, friendo- XD
And if you wanna know how I found out it was an advanced class, I saw it on the recital program
On recital day
BEFORE WE WERE ABOUT TO GO ON
Hiii can I have ur advice for my Advice Column? https://www.wattpad.com/story/411614226-advice-column
@sweet_soft_pastels-- Tysm! I added alot of chaps so there shall be quite alot of evidence. I don't know if he likes me but there is a 89% chance he likes me, or even higher.
@MuichirosGirl4Life hi! I gave it a look! I’m not super qualified on love advice but if something comes up in there that I am qualified in I’ll be happy to help then :D
The fun thing about being a Dancer With A Uterus is sometimes you’ll have a choreography idea but everything hurts your stomach is screaming at you and the idea of even pulling up your track to see where the move fits in is a headache in itself XD
But on the bright side I went to a pride event yesterday with my friend and I now have two new plushies :)
You guys ever come up with a character name but no idea for a design or personality or background or even story
That’s me right now and I should probably work on one of my five oc drafts instead but here I am, how are we XD
@sweet_soft_pastels-- ALL THE TIMEEE (the Pinterest boards and super cool ideas but then I NEVER writeeee)
@sweet_soft_pastels-- nah there have been soooooo many times that I've come up with a new name with NO character attached to it. then sometimes the REVERSE happens
@mistymochi7 you too??? Oh my god I really thought this was just a me thing-
Me: oh wow I have actual free time I can work on those characters I had to put on hold and make new art and
Writers block and artists block tag team: :)
Me: :(
@avaaviesflowergirl THANK YOU- I HOPE TOMORROW GOES WELL IN TERMS OF WRITING AT THE LIBRARY-
@SirenBlair LOCK IN FRIEND YOU GOT THIS-
@avaaviesflowergirl IT’S BEEN LIKE THIS FOR YEARS FOR ME T_T
Day 1 of trying to un-Pavlov myself from getting flashbacks every time I hear the Journey to the Past instrumental: I am still pavloved