rooney'srival. tsr

As a middle child, ALWAYS be blame for every damn thing that little sibs do  tf they can't even scold the younger one just because they don't want to be rebel against and just decided to lash out to me when all I do just .. breathe?

Mom actually tryna make me re watching the Mouse just so I can connect the dots and explain them to her ️️
          
          When it first released,  I only watched the first 4 eps which I only managed to watch for like 20-40mins each and yet able to give hints to her what will happens next (like 85% I got them right). At that time, I already felt suspish of LSG idk why. The plot got messier after that (at least to me) so I stopped watching it. And nowww my prediction was true hah and there are some stuff my mom couldn't understand so I need to go through the drama again lol.
          
          what im getting at is how can she be amazed when i put myself as a psychopath and predict their moves like shouldn't u be worry that im not normal...? Aaa am never a fan of drama im suck at trying to stay through out all episodes. I usually gave up on first 4 eps lol at least I can say I tried. 

They yell right beside my ear.
          I asked them to stop yelling.
          They mad.
          They play victim.
          I'm the wrong one.
          Apparently.
          I didn't get my second slice of pizza hmph.

ai is just a normal lady – is what she's been wishing for

the silent reader, ai

verbal abuse – ah it's anything but normal and even if it's coming from ur own blood, the damage can ruin one's self esteem so much more than on the surface. it's suffocating. i hate that i can't control my feelings well. even when i appeared calm and collected in front of others i will immediately broke down after they left. i hate this. a kid's words can even break me more than adults –how ridiculous and bs this is. i hate this. does it hurt them to say nothing at all and just stop? I hate this. 

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          ahh i miss it here. 
          
          how are you ?

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          Thanks sweetie