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Alright, I don't know from where to start but ever since uni has started it has become more hectic than I would've thought. Being here isn't helping and even though I do realise that this is not gonna get me anywhere in my life, it's like I'm falling more down the rabbit hole as much as I try to reach up. It's not healthy for me and is giving me unnecessary anxiety. I want to focus on my studies but this app is getting me nowhere and I feel it's best if I let go of this app for now. Until I feel like I'm in much stable condition regarding my mental health and various other...whatever you say it. I want to do my best now and this app is like always saying a big 'fuck you' to my life. So..yeahh I really need to get rid of this lol. I thought I could get the best of both worlds but ig not. Anyways, just dropped by to notify that I'll be deleting this app...and I really hope that I can get a better hold on myself. It's my life so no one would care anyway if it goes to hell.
Sorry for the rant, lol.
I'm leaving for good this time, hopefully.
Until next time I come here again, don't know when that would be...surely after months but other than that idk.
Take care everyone, xoxo.
- Maggie♡