ali

hey guys i updated my bio so please read it :-)

it's been forever!!! almost a year!!! I'll give u guys a life update. So I'm 15 (16 in December). I'm now a sophomore in high school. I realized that I'm pansexual and a demigirl. I found out I have BPD (self diagnosed). I'm now a fan of Star Wars, The Outsiders, 80's movies, etc. I'm now a fan of Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco, Hayley Kiyoko, Halaey, and so many more. I cut my hair short and I have pink highlights (although now some of them are faded to blonde). I'm still pretty unhappy and my mental health is poor but whatever. My parents separated and now I live with my mom and I visit my dad every other weekend. I've improved a lot on my poetry, I take a creative writing class, and I participate at the poetry slams at my school. I have two cats. I have become more outgoing (although I'm still shy). I still play violin and I got a new one recently. I can't think of anything else lmao. I can be found at official-ryden.tumblr.com. I'll still go on here from time to time and I might post my new poems soon idk. To my old friends on here: I miss you guys a lot and I'm sorry I'm never on.

i miss being happy; i miss my old friends; i miss the good memories; i miss being caught up on things; i miss being active; i miss everything
          and i don't know if i can come on like i used to, i've changed so much.

i'm looking back on my account and i can't believe it's been months since i talked to my friends on here.
          i'm wondering why i just left them, without explanation. i've changed so much, they probably wouldn't ever recognize me. everything's different now, and i don't think i like it. 
          why did i have to fuck everything up

i'm sorry i haven't been on in forever 
          so much has happened and things have changed a lot
          i've been busy with school and my mental health isn't doing so well
          but i hope to be back on like the way i used to be soon

idk exactly know why but your @ makes me smile :)

hello yes i am going on a hiatus and idk how long

Hi hi, could u pls help me? I need someone to edit my fanfic since my english sucks 

rYAN ROSS

i'm finally going to start getting caught up on my library again yay