sweetnostalgia2002

God, my love for kanna restores my faith in humanity

sweetnostalgia2002

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          What the fuck is with this family. None of us could finish college and graduate. Not that im belittle-ing college and its JUST not important to me anymore like i just don't care. All we care about now is getting a job and money. BUT, somehow, thinking sometimes this family is cursed as we have a lot of similarities when it comes to faults or mistakes, like one shit already happened and the another is just repeating shit, i think.. I'll have to... finish college but not right after i finish senior high. I wanna try something else but i think i'll try to get right back unto it just so the family line's curse where we end up with the Same - stupid - mistakes ends with me. Somebody in one of us NEEDS to graduate. If none of them will play it, i think i'll do that just so people don't have a say to any of us anymore.

sweetnostalgia2002

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Maybe next year or another year after that, i'll try to earn money so i can move to the states. Lol a girl can dream might as well dream bigger. I want to be as far as far away possible from this house. I'm sick of people telling me what to do. I also heard my brother had only a few months left until he finishes college and yet he still quitted anyways because he doesnt like what hes doing. Does he not know what he wants? Is that why he took my mother's advice anyways? On what he should take for college? Imagine, four or just three months left and he still quitted college. Think about all the tuition they're paying just to turn back. I didn't know this was happening to him, he didn't say anything. I thought he's even graduated. That's why he's moved forward to working. That's why, ive been told. A friendly advice. Never take something your parents wants you to have if you know you don't like it yourself. Now. I've also been told by my brother's ex gf whose also now a close friend of mine that my mother's been asking her to take this stupid course. She doesn't remember what the fuck it is, but yeah. She said i shouldn't listen to my mom if thats not what i want. Because it may be hard & also because i might end up like my brother.