I haven't been in the right mental place for the last few days. My writing is being forced because I want to be good at something for once.
My friends made a group chat. Its to list the reason why I should live. I haven't checked the messages. I feel like I should cry, but I'm not. I can't feel anything anymore. I don't feel love, happiness, sadness, nothing.
I'm going to open the messages when the clock turns to my favorite number, 3:00AM.
This wasn't written for you guys to learn about me and feel sorry for me. I wrote this so I can get it off my chest.
I made a new account, so I will tell you it in a few days.
Lets hope I don't ruin my friends' summer break.
