sweetxcare

WOW been on here for 7 years m. it’s crazy but the story i published is from when i was in a “religious” group of some kind. now that i’m older i can write better (maybe smutty ;P) content!

sweetxcare

So guys a lot has happened into the past month (January) that “special someone” ain’t so special. First of all you do not tell a girl that you have feelings for her and the next day TEXT her and say you don’t and that you don’t want to have a relationship with her. So I’ll rant a couple of minutes.....
          
           LISTEN UP DUDES:
          I DO NOT NEED YOU TO SURVIVE IN LIFE AND I DO NOT MIND WAITING FOR THE PERFECT GODLY GUY THAT GOD SENDS ME! I AINT GOT THE TIME TO WASTE ON YOU STUCK UP, SELF-CENTERED, RUDE JERKS THAT WANT TO PLAY MY FEELINGS AND BREAK MY HEART BECAUSE FRANKLY, IT DID HURT MY HEART.
          
          So in conclusion i will continue to write on my experiences and hope i encourage someone in their life to get rid of your negativity and look at the sunshines in your life instead of the shadows.
          
          Ciao for now, 
                            carolineyy

sweetxcare

Well hello there peeps! Haven’t been on since oh idk how long but let me give you the tea on my life events since then. 
          
          I applied for a job in August but didn’t get it. My sis had applied there too and she did receive the job! 
          
          About a month later in September, I was rushed to the hospital and stayed there for a few days while the docs were trying to see what was wrong. Turns out the walls of my heart are too thick and I was diagnosed with essential hypertension. I go back in a few months for a heart ultrasound to see if anything has changed ‍♀️ 
          
          Tbh there is a reason for everything. At first when I was taken to the doctor’s office a doc said it was anxiety and that everything I was worried about was in my head. Later when I was diagnosed with EH, professionals said I could have had a stroke as soon as 2019 because of this issue. To think I could have gone on like that is a little scary but it’s all under control! God has me in His hands 
          
          I got the job I applied for on October 26th, 2018  I met a lot of people there and I have great friends there! I also met someone really special to me❤️ The job is great! 
          
          I had a bday  and a bday party of which @authorhaleynicole attended ly BOO (she’s one of my bestiesss) 
          
          So to sum it up I am older, smarter, more thankful, and taking life on step at a time. 2018 was the best year of my life and I won’t ever forget it  I can’t wait to see what treasures 2019 will give me and the blessings God still gives me though I’m so undeserving  
          
          I want to say a big thank you to my saviour Jesus 
          
          Also thank you (friends, family, followers) for your support!✌ 
          
          That’s all! 
                               Ciao!

sweetxcare

Friends
          Lately I have been changing inside. I have started to look at things in a different way. I have started to distance myself from my friends, but I have been wrong. As a Christian I should treat my friends and sisters in Christ as I would want to be treated but I have been lacking. I made a mistake recently and I am afraid of losing something special. I hope and pray this works out and I made the promise today to do a better job at the things that matter. I am trying to be a better person to the people I care about. Please keep me in your prayers :'(  :|

sweetxcare

So lately I've been having this feeling. A feeling of uselessness. My dear friends, never let yourself feel this way. God didn't out you on earth because you were useless. He obviously saw a reason for your existence. Please take heed to this. Depression shouldn't exist. There is no cause for people to treat you like nothing and act like you dont matter. People are mean and selfish. Don't let their opinion change you. God made you the perfect height, size, color, and gave you your own personality. BeYOUtiful. Be yourself because my dear friends, everyone else is taken. No one can be you like you can. Thank you for reading and private message if you want to talk! God gives me the words of encouragement. He often uses it on me ;)