Hii lovies,
I have not been in a great mood or headspace since yesterday. A familiar feeling came back and knocked me in my feelings and being. It came back in a unexpected way and it feels bittersweet. I say that because I feel very happy for my sweet friends around me that they have found their “one”.
While I’m just living my life..
Lots of fun stuff happening for me and I’m very grateful for it, thank God.
But knowing me, a person who loves very deeply and has lots of love to give, -
I can’t give it to that one because there is no one, yet.
I say that because I know my “one” is out there but at the age of almost 28, my mind starts to wonder if there truly is someone out there for me and if that person is looking for someone like me.
I might delete this but for now, this is how I feel. And I know every emotion is valid.
~ M
Aka
Sweetheart (Eddie’s version)