xzra

we're probably going to move out of the country soon, so i might not be on very much. moving sucks, but i dont want to be in a country led by an actual convicted felon. hopefully they can recount once the whole thing has died down and different results will come out, but until then it's up in the air 
          TLDR: we might have to go back to the UK and i would lose my entire life basically (i wouldn't be as active) ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

surprise!!!

the writer has returned, but something is different. they seem occupied by a thought- maybe love, maybe hate, maybe, maybe.
          ah. oh. oh no.
          the writer is obsessed with sebastian solace.

(CW: talk of suicidal behaviors and terrible self care.)
          
          oh my goodness. im not trying to excuse anything, but i do realize ive been gone a while, so! let me explain. 
          
          ive been off on, drum roll please... a mental health break! before my unexpected hiatus, my mental state was terrible and i was very closed off, having thoughts of cutting or killing myself almost every day. after an attempted drowning, my caretaker put me into therapy and got me medicated for e.d., depression, generalized anxiety, and bipolar. im in a much better mental state now, and i hope to continue interacting and making friends with everyone!!(≧ω≦)/
          
          finally, one of my friends (hi leo, tysm btw) has been generally overseeing my account and keeping watch over it while i was gone, so just a shout out to them <3
          
          that's all, see you soon!!!
          
          /gen /srs
          
          sxnny-dxys / ezra ☾

I'M BACK!! I'm going to do the next chapter, (and also edit the cover) for Scars soon I swear. Explaining my absence- My grandma almost died and I had to drive down with my caretaker and cousins to see her, help with the medical stuff, make sure she was alright etc etc. Sorry for the inconvenience, I'm going to try and get on a regular updating schedule soon! ^^' /gen /srs
          
           Sincere appologies,
          sxnny-dxys / Ezra ☾

HELL YEAHH I'M BACK WITH ANOTHER TRAUMA CHAPTER!! PLEASE DON'T READ IT, IT LOWKEY SUCKS.

It's 11:47, so uhhh happy 2024