i swear i will get over you,
one day.
but right now,
i am falling,
falling,
falling,
falling into a hole,
a hole of what i thought was your love,
but im slowly realizing its going to be my downfall.
in trying to climb these walls, 
i dont want your "love" anymore.
my body is slowly fading away,
no....
my heart is shattering,
just let me go....
please im begging you,
my mind is breaking in two and being crushed,
stop...
just stop.