♡

do you think I've forgotten??.. about you..

i stop hoping, throwing every letter and delete every photos :)

decide no sleep tonight huhu

he looks happy with his family.. i could just keep looking at him from a far:)

i saww him at mall todayyyÓ⁠╭⁠╮⁠Ò

atp, i feel like shit 

I won't be seeing him for another 2 weeks.. i was so desperate to see him again, even just from afar.. just.. i don't know if i able to hold my tears when it's the time..

it's hurts that i still remember how happy i am with you at the start

i still hold into his shadow.. it's keep haunting me everyday.. i keep everything he have given to me since the start.. i just couldn't, I've no courage to throw them away

he's just so pure.. so kind.. so lovely.. i feel worse person for hurting him, i hate myself so freaking much.. i found everything i want in him yet my freaking unstable emotions get better of me, my logical thinking that time.. where is itttffffkkkkkkk