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25th of december. fuck another birthday already? time is flying. looking back at my message from last year brings back a shit ton of memories. we’ve known each other for so long and i’ve been lucky enough to see such growth from you. as happy as you make me, i know we hold bitter memories together too but that’s what’s allowed us both to grow. leo i’m so in love with you, every little thing you do. fuck. i know it’s been a bit difficult for us both right now but i’m so glad you’re able to see this day with me. 25th of december 2018, i remember writing that message after our recent break up with a heavy heart now a year later, 25th of december 2019, i write this message with a heart heavy yes but heavy with a crazy amount of love. i fucking love you leo. so much. happy birthday my love. 

where are you

your growth is a beautiful thing 

this whole situation is laughable 

i’m rewriting this for the third time i- anyways happy birthday leo i shit you not the first thing i thought of when i woke up this morning was not the fact it was christmas no no no i woke up and immediately went on my phone to wish you a happy birthday because it must suck to share a birthday with jesus all the attention goes on him but don’t worry i’m gonna celebrate the shit out of this special day i’m grateful for your existence you keep me company and speaking to you is something i look forward to and i can’t really say the same thing for anyone else but anyways i know you hate celebrating your birthday if it wasn’t for me putting a reminder on my phone maybe i’d have forgotten but who could forget you leo? you really are one in a billion you stand out to me, you’re quiet yet so observant, you don’t say a lot but you don’t need to because the simplest of words you utter or uh type has the biggest effect on me so watch what you say smartass. i love you leo, please try to enjoy this day and all the other normal boring days. happy birthday leo (and jesus)

fuck fuck fuck