I wonder what its like to fly.. to be free, have no worries, to be so free that i don’t feel a thing. I wonder if I’d be as numb as I need to survive. I wish I couldn’t feel a damn thing. I wish that every time I looked into the mirror I didn’t pick out my flaws one by one. I wish I had a skinny waist, a flat stomach, a beautiful face. I wish that I was perfect. But a wish is just a wish right?. They never really come true do they?. But god I wish with all my heart. Please let my wish come true. Or let me be numb to everything. Not imperfect or perfect. Just.... Numb.
