hi!
i haven't been here in a while, i know. oops
young-teen me had guts i've lost in the past 6 years because i was really just putting anything i could conjure up in my small brain here - though maybe it was just because 2010s to early 2020s wattpad was just full of random oneshot books. looking back i wish i have the energy to get myself to finish something as fleshed out again (mostly because university schedules have been brutal. who told me uni was going to be better. liars).
you may have noticed that a lot of my messages and incomplete fics are gone. that's on purpose, don't worry.
i've long since stopped actively using wattpad (surprise surprise), and back then i said i'd leave my fics up. but once in a while (maybe like once per year, if not less) i would pop in to check on things - well, mostly to see if there's a non-2010s-style "LEMON" fic on a new interest i'd gotten myself into - and i'm aware i really only have one book that blew up, but it was weird (i guess, i have no idea how to phrase it better) to see announcements for just one of the eight fics i'd left up here, so i just decided to unpublish the rest of them.
i do want to thank everyone for liking the remaining fic so much - it was my first published attempt at writing - and for following me because of it. i know it was probably blessed by the algorithm and promoted to users because of the sheer number of comments on the first chapter, but people don't vote, comment or follow you based on the thousand-or-so comments on that first paragraph, so nonetheless, thank you.
this is the first message i'm posting since 2023 - which was a reply, of all things - and will probably be the last for a while to come. and i know it looks like i typed a bunch and said approximately nothing - sorry :P. as i've said so many times throughout the past years, thank you for liking my fic(s), and for now (maybe for a while), bye!
