Hello, my dearest darlings,
I just want to begin by saying thank you from the deepest part of my heart. Noong una, sabi ko sa sarili ko na kahit isang tao lang ang magbasa ng story ko, masaya na ako. But you became more than tha and I will always carry that gratitude with me. Thank you for loving Jairel and Carmelle’s story, for holding it gently the way I did.
Lately, I’ve been trying to find the right words to continue but somehow, my heart keeps asking me to pause. I still have so many stories I want to tell, so many emotions I want to share with all of you. My intentions have always been real and sincere but right now, I feel like my words need quiet first before they can be seen again.
This isn’t a goodbye to my safe space. Babalik ako pero hindi na sa Wattpad. I know, in my heart, babalik ako. I just need a little time to keep my words close to me, to nurture them in silence.
Every time I try to write, my hands tremble. And I’ve come to understand that I’m still healing from everything that has happened. I don’t want to write from a place of pain, this is the space that has always been my refuge and comfort, I don't want that it will reflect as a narrative of betrayals, pain and sufferings.
I tried, I truly did para sa inyo mga darling but for now, hindi ko kaya magpatuloy. I
For now, I’m signing off as Syne.
Your Synechiza.
Mahal ko kayong lahat mga darlings.
