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So sad bc my favorite book on here is finish!!!! And I have been with it for a year and a half ! Such a good book! Read it! It's Chasing Red!!!! )::: like nothing compares to it....ganna be so freaking hard to find a good book!!:/

Hello!!!! So 2nd semster of COLLEGE 2nd month in...WOW!!!! So far so good. I really really love my classes my schdule my grades can be better. But I do balance my grade on top of everything else. So all in all school right now is good, I'm on top of my assignments I just need to keep it up and do better!
          I also figured out that I really want to switch my major to kinesiology! And become a physical therapist :)!
          WORK is crazy! So I officially don't work at journeys anymore )::: it's been a good year there! I'll miss all my co workers! I miss them so much! But I wasn't getting a lot of hours so I had to find me a new job and I did! I now am a barista! Recently just got a job at Starbucks and that is hard let me tell u!!! Really hard! And my catching up isn't complete with out GUY TALK: I just want to say GUYS ARE SO FUCKING CLUELESS AND A WASTE OF TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't have time for them anymore and they just suck! I have soooo much stories to say about all the guys I have talked to but long story short they wasted my time and I felt that I was giving more effort then them and they were pigs!!! Cheaters man!!! But I dropped every guy I talked to and deleted every social media! And now I'm just focused on school and trying to get abs :)!!! Message me if u want to know the guy stories lmao! Have a good Valentine's Day!!!!!!! (If I don't log back on till then)

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!!!
          I don't really have a resolution. I mean I workout, eat healthy, and just stress a lot so basic college stuff.
          I guess for 2016 I just want to drive that's basically it everything else I want is not what I need like getting a tattoo or coloring my hair those are things I can do later but driving ...yeah I need to drive asap bc of work, college,gym, and I just want to stop relying on my mom -_- oh and definitely stop stressing and procrastinating.

I NEED TO CONSISTENTLY REMIND MYSELF THAT NOTHING IS PERMANENT!!!! Like rn yeah it's a crappy ass situation but srsly, God as a plan for each of us and one day who fucking know we can just be drinking coffee in a cute small cafe and meet the love of ur life or u can be fucking traveling the world and be scuba diving in the most prettiest place or maybe be eating some good ass pancakes with ur best friend or child or mom or dad or someone fucking cool or u can be home doing nothing nothing at all with ur life but in that moment ....ur fucking thinking wow I'm happy like just fucking enjoy rn and whatever happens will happen don't force anything and let it be....soon enough foreal tho soon enough time and urself will set into place and eveything will just fall. But know that it'll be a mother fucking struggle to feel that happy ass moment we've all been wanting. Lol rant over :-)))
          SO READY TO CATCH UP ON THE BOOKS I HAVE NOT READ IN LIKE TWO MONTHS!!!! Ahh lol who ever is reading this to have a good fucking rest of 2015!!! :-))

HELLO WATTPAD LOL!!
          No one pays attention to my rant on here or what's going on but that's ok I guess :-) I really really suck at being consistent with being on here lol. BUT ITS BEEN TWO MONTHS AND IN ONE WEEK MY FIRST SEMESTER OF COLLEGE WILL BE OVER!
          -I lost my virginity
          -I still have an awesome job w awesome video workers
          -I wish I didn't like boys BC they are truly in fact confusing
          -I'm like the only single one I'm my whole family lol
          -I want to move back to the Philippines
          -Currently broke BC of Black Friday and Christmas shopping 
          -I'm excited to read!!!
          -I deleted my social media sites so this will be me ranting on here for a while 
          -CURRENTLY SAD IN MY THOUGHTS LAYING IN BED LOL AND CRAVING HOT CHOCOLATE :-)
          -So I celebrated thanksgiving (also worked that whole week and Black Friday sooo stress full awake for like 48 hours)
          -I'm in a point rn that I would like to call mid life teenage crisis which is we're I'm basically just sad BC I keep thinking myself into a sad mood.
          And finally I've been thinking a lot lol. And do u ever just go on social media and see what the fuck is going  on and then stop. U decide to delete everything and think. There are just worst situations going on on other people's life. Then u think about URS and how U HAVE ONE MONTH LEFT UNTIL A NEW YEAR!! And u think about the memories and all the shit you've been through over the years but especially 2015 .... But then when ur thinking u go in deeper, and how it's just fucking crazy, how u lost ur virginity/ how u kinda liked someone/ how that person is leaving for military/ how u meet someone at parties/ how you've done so many illegal things/ how u want to give up/ how ur struggling/ how everyone in the world is doing/ on what going and what's happening and everything is important. I'm feeling just so sad.
          But now now u just have to build urself. U gotta tell ur self ur a bad ass bitch!!! And that srsly it will get fucking better, like it will fuxking be better!!....

HELLO. I haven't been on since the Fourth of July :,( I have hella hella hella to rant about but I'll just say the highlights.
          -Boy problems
          -College is not what it really is
          -I have no friends in college
          -I am financially broke bc of college
          -But college guys lol
          -Took a trip to California
          -I turned 18!!!!!!!!
          -I'm curently sick :(
          -My friends are getting pregnant or stoned or married or already has a child
          -I had to jobs in the summer ...now I just have one
          -I got a fake ID and I went to a 21+ hookah lounge 
          -My ID got taken away last week at event called Tuesday Blend
          -I hate boys
          -They are so so confusing and only want sex
          -I need to do hw
          -Curently sad
          -I love my cousins
          -Me and my fam don't get along
          -I haven't smoked in about 1-2 months :-)
          -I have been having a really shitty couple of weeks 
          -I just to be in my point of my life were I'm happy
          Now I'm going to try and catch up on some books and hopefully go to sleep :-)

Tonight was a really good night with my family! HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY! :-) 
          
          .....but one thing ruined it and I'm just really angry now. But I'm kinda glad I have wattpad to vent to and honestly is my escape BC I freaking love ready good a ss books! So I'm going to cool down try to read then sleep :-)

Today was such a shitty Monday :'-((((( I got a write up at work and I take full responsibility... Bad days like these make me want to die :'-( ..but hey thank goodness for good books right. It is what it is, and at the end of the day I just got to think more positive and its not a permanent job.

Someone recommend me any book, whatever genre, and how many book they prefer RN PLS!!!!! But pls let it be a good f ucking book that in 4 hours when its 3 in the morning "I CANT GO TO SLEEP CAUSE I GOTTA READ THE NEXT CHAPTER" feel.

(I REALLY HATE TO SAY THIS BUT....) when you lose interest in a really really amazing good book BC the author takes forever to update so lose track and it just goes down hill from there )-: