Hey, uh, this is super random and I need to know if this is weird; I'm a lesbian. I have a girlfriend and am only attracted to girls. But, I dunno why, I've always had this narrative in my head that "I'd only date a boy if I was a boy". Is that normal? Or, like, really unusual? I'm not attracted to boys in any way that isn't platonic, but if I WAS a guy I'd probably date guys- yikes, I dunno what's wrong with me. I just can't ever imagine being straight! Don't get the wrong idea, I'm not...heterophobic? But I'd feel incorrect being in a straight relationship, even if I were a guy? I- I'm sorry, I should shut up. If you got this as a notification- I'm sorry! I'm just a sad little hypochondriac. I'm like,, genderbent Eddie only bad. I may have the brown hair and eyes, I may carry a fanny pack, I may have an overprotective parent, I may have breathing issues (atleast I think I do, my family has a history of it and I have breathing issues but my parents just call me fat and lazy ;;), I may have a girlfriend who's a Richie kinnie, I may be a germaphobe and a hypochondriac, I just lack the ability to be a normal nice person because I'm the worst- geez, this just turned into a rant- okay, I'll stop now. *cries in loVer*