szasupermodel

im writing a book that im actually going to publish just don't know when I'm going to release it.

szasupermodel

i didn't tell y'all ab how I went to the mental hospital..reply for storytime cause its insane

szasupermodel

i was so happy when i left there. the only reason I would go back is to see my friends that have to stay there.
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szasupermodel

mb but so basically i was depressed and I tried to yk but my family took me to the emergency room and I stayed overnight and they transferred me to a hospital. so I was like ok cool I'm only going to be here for a few days. nope I was in there for 2 weeks.  it was hell honestly. they fed us nasty food and just gave us meds and made us sit in a room color, and watch tv all day like that was going to help us. but I did make some friends there. plus my one on nurse was so fine. but yeah it was lot of weird people there like this one dude who was a p3d0 this dude said he was going to r!pe me if he saw me on the street... there was also a girl who talking about everyone in there is the lost kids and we are in there because everyone in the outside world is going to die or sum shi. but she was funny asfk. it was the girl who trying to talk me but she was 2 years younger than me and I was like nahhh. but the nurses was cool they bought me snacks from the vending machine and did my hair and stuff. i barely slept in there. and getting sedated was so lame.
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nela_readz

Story timeee
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szasupermodel

this message may be offensive 
biggest lesson I learned this year “Sometimes life gotta go left for that shit to stay right, you know what I’m saying? Good shit can’t keep happening. You need restriction and hard times build you the f*ck up like you not gonna have this shit easy. You got to have pain and hurt and m0thèrfuck!ng resistance to make you grow type sh!t”
          what it’s saying is no matter what everybody gonna have times where they’re down and bad but it’s helping you grow.
          I’ve been griefing over the lost of someone I loved dearly. It’s almost a year now, when they first passed I was immature wishing they could come back mad at the life choices they made, that killed them.
          But now I see it was time for them to go, and the loss may not be good but the outcome will be.
          Grief is a lifetime experience, it just gets easier to live without them.
          I’m sending this message out for anyone who is grieving.
          No these words won’t speed up the process it’s just a reminder.

szasupermodel

Merry Christmas!
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