So your friend's been telling me
You've been sleeping with my sweater
And that you can't stop missing me
Bet my friend's been telling you
I'm not doing much better
'Cause I'm missing half of me

And being here without you is like I'm waking up to..

Only half a blue sky
Kinda there but not quite
I'm walking around with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man at best,
With half an arrow in my chest
I miss everything we do,
I'm half a heart without you...

....I'm half a heart without you...
I still try sending you messages, hoping you'll see them someday. We both know you're gone. And I'm stuck here seeing you in every thing going on through my day and mind. Lol I fucking miss you.I miss you. I miss you every fucking day were seperated. I miss you every other minute because the little things I see or hear remind me of you. It sucks I can't tell you every time I miss you anymore because then I feel like I'll push you away even more. I don't want that...can't survive that. I just wish this aching would go away, because then it wouldn't hurt so much to miss you. It wouldn't hurt so much to want to hear your voice, to want to feel your arms around me, to want to spend the day with you. But all those things? We can't do...at least not for a little while. God but it sucks so much to even think for a second that we aren't together anymore..I mean we are but not really? I don't know...you left things hazy for me...so do I wait? or do I try to move on? I swear to god I don't want to move on, but you have to know how much this really hurts me on the inside. All this uncertainty of maybe we'll get back together, and maybe we won't. That just fucking KILLS me. It kills me babe. But I can't even call you babe either... FUCK. liwquhgiluqhgrefiluhqefgilqiugwfelqiuwefghefgiqw Every time I think about you and us I just tear up, because I want us to be together and work out so fucking badly. So much so that I'll let you have this 'break' as friends (fuck fuck FUCK.