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Thank you so so much babes❤️❤️

Today I have the blessing to wish a happy birthday to a great leader. A man who has slowly started to wreck my bias list. A man that shows confidence, radiates good vibes, and is the most loving person. Happy birthday to our leader, our dork, and our idol, Kim Namjoon. We love you, fighting ❤
          
          - Cinthia 

https://my.w.tt/DDeL3n0QTP Hello can you please check out my fanficion about BTS' Kim Taehyung, if you want can you please vote as well I would really appreciate it Thank You

So uhm you just randomly got a follow 

Happy birthday to the man that made me realize bunny teeth wasn't too bad. To the man who made me experience love without meeting him. To the man that still sends me chills down my arm when he sings, when he smiles, and that sends butterflies to my stomach when he looks directly at the camera. To the man I adore, cherish, and love. To the bayou that isn't a so much of a baby anymore. 
          
          Happy birthday Jeonggukie. Please take care and have an amazing birthday. We love you
          
          - Cinthia. [I'm not a soft stan I swear]

This is based on my story. You see, I suffered from these conditions, and if some of you guys know who I am in person, you might never have expected that. I am usually a happy person, and I love being EXTRA asf. But sometimes I just have to break down from holding in all this crap. Such as not being accepted in my family, getting ignored, not having the same color of skin as my relatives [they're all darker skinned. I'm pale], and listening to "stupid" music. Like Yoongi said in my fanfic , music helped me , a lot. It became a huge part of my life. Suicide was no longer in my thoughts. Because even if I don't want to live for myself, I should live for music, right? When BTS's LY album came out, I cried because I was slowly learning to accept myself. Don't be afraid to be you, no one should care. But if you're afraid they do, just tell them you love yourself and nothing more. It's an essential part of life. Loving yourself first is when true love begins. 

"I get a lot of my inspiration from childhood memories and mental illnesses I've seen happen and even occur to me. You see, I suffered from depression and anxiety, but always tried to deal with it. Music seemed to work, and it calmed me down whenever I was mad, or even sad. I feel like music and any illness can compute and work together, no matter how hard the challenge. People always seem to be getting panic attacks but next thing you know, they're all happy and shit. That's just how it works, I feel likes its for attention. No, the cruel world had to involve things like depression and such to show the harsh reality of our times. Its like a seesaw with the world, trying to get them off the never ending game of reality. Not only that, but I feel that since the world can be cruel, its apologizing by giving us something else we love. For me, for example, was music and the piano. I grew up to love it, and I always called it my first love. Illnesses are not something to be toyed with or made fun of, instead, it's to grow up and accept it, live with it and embrace it even if it ashames you, because you know that the gift the world gave you made you stronger than ever. I feel that people show realize that life is just meant to be, you can't change it. Even if you lose your way through anything, someone or something will be there the whole way no matter what the case is." - Min Yoongi from my "Lost my Way" fanfic. I want to explain this. 

My wig was snatched today oh dear

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