Parents just split up.I'm starting to think more and more about my boyfriend and how I could've saved his life. I know I helped him but I just feel like it wasn't enough. I'm getting teased more and more for being gay. I'm very suicidal and it shows. I cut and I've tried hanging. If I died no one would care, I've asked quite a bit of people they said they didn't care. Therapists  don't help, they just remind what I could've done to safe my boyfriends life. I still do cut and always probably will until I have a good enough reason to stop. ~Taco_catlover.~