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I FOUND A VIDEO OF MMD BYAKUYA TOGAMI TWERKING AND THAT ALONE CAUSED ME TO  GET OUT OF MY DEPRESSIONAL STATE BAHAHHAAHHAHAA

violently sobs as all my progress gets ruined

The ability to Imaginate, not the ability to create.
          Just born with the prophecy to die and not live as a legacy.

Self harmageddon by dandelion hands is my favorite song. I feel like it explains me as a person and what I've been through. I connect with the song in no way anyone else could. Gatekeeping it until I die.

So what if I don't wanna write RMHTS anymore :3

Been thinking of so many book ideas, can't do anything cause I lack the actual motivation. Some horror, some romance or action. I want to stay in (and be known for) writing the darker genre's such as horror, mystery, or dark science fiction. 
          YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME DOING SOME WEIRD ALPHA DARK ROMANCE. AND IF I DID DARK ROMANCE IT WOULDN'T BE LIKE COLLEEN HOOVER...
          Also might delete my poetry book too, so many decisions

I want to also add to the plan (from like October) that I want to write another book, mostly about being bullied and getting revenge. As personally, I've made "enemies" (people who claim to be my enemy when i really don't care) and recently I've getting bullied on my bus so like- more of a fanfiction than anything but i need some sort of cope

I want closure

Alright chat here's the plan.
          1. I do NOT know about dates, but they will be announced a day before publish.
          2. I'm In a creative writing class rn, so as I learn more writing methods. I'll prob edit more stuff even if its already published.
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          I went back an edited some parts of bloodlust (not much mostly dialogue and some grammatical errors)
          The first chapt. of the New book is at (like said before) around 1139 out of my goal of 1500 words. 
          Here is your warning for it now. IT IS GROSS. (Gore, vomit, disgusting views of people/life, and terrible actions done from the "Villains") and talks about HEAVY topics. I will do my VERY best to do accurate research, even if I fell I understand the topics, just to make sure it is handled with the most maturity and care.
          But please note, I am human. and I make mistakes. If I do, please correct me. I am very open to criticism. and I will fix whatever the issue is within the text.
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          Here's the "schedule" without dates just orders of releases.
          - Blood-lust Chapt. 6
          - RMHTS (abbreviation of new book oo spoiler) Chapt. 1
          - Blood-lust Chapt 7 
          - RMHTS Chapt. 2
          - RMHTS Chapt. 3
          - Blood-lust Chapt. 8 & 9
          (From there will have to relook over the outline of blood-lust so may be put on hold for a minute)
          - RMHTS chapt. 4 & 5
          That's as far as I'm planning for now.
          WARNING: Schedule MAY change! Life happens!! I will update if that does happen.
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          Other/Misc
          I'm thinking of a spin-off of blood-lust after I complete it, for when Zack spent his time within the orphanage, as I never expanded on that. I think it would be cool.
          
          I may make another book for an creative writing assignments I'm proud of but this isn't likely. 
          
          I've been feeling romance lately, and I may start and outline of a romance book after I finish Blood-lust or RMHTS. 
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          That's everything, thank you for reading. Have a wonderful day/night. 
          - Vi

erm soo  ermmm i forgor to write oops (who am i yapping to?)