i miss him i miss everything he does, i can no longer bear being with them without doing anything every time i think, i find myself crying Ii never thought that i would i will relate to it to this extent !! i want him to be well and take good care of himself I'll try to skip his recruitment this would be better for me i can't live without him I'll be fine for you taeyongi , when i let my imagination run wild I think about his smile i feel comfortable in all aspects i used to write him words and express my feelings towards him now i can't stay like this without doing something!! but it isn't a glimmer that I can feel wherever it is and no matter how long the distance He is the only one i cannot stay away from, nor can i even think about anyone else i want it for me alone If I could, i would hide him in my arms forever Taeyongi I'm in love with you you have become everything in my life At this time, i can't think of anyone but you You are the one who occupies my mind also, i will n't accept the idea of you being away from me for a year and a half!! Life without you is so ugly taeyong i will try to be fine I wish i could hug you before you go to the army my love .