taedalx

UPDATE (regarding the plagiarism): I just received a message that Wattpad has taken down my stolen stories, this wouldn’t have been possible without your guys’ help - thank you so so much <3

The_Unkown_ME

Hey, it's been a long time since I've said something here. I wonder how it is to be living in a peaceful environment, haha. Why do adults act like children? Why can't they avoid the avoidable? Why do they pick on others while being imperfect themselves? Don't they need a Happy, peaceful, cooperative life? Why is it so hard to see all the terrible things happening and be helpless? When will everything end? Will they ever? Why am I like this? All these years I've been trying to make new escapes where I can hide myself from all these but now where will I hide? Cus I'm the oldest, and need to be more responsible which I wasn't as they say, haha. All the things I did and all of my efforts that I've done to make things easier are invisible to them . And somehow I'm the useless, which ig that I'm. No marks, no extra skills, no money no nothing. ig that makes a complete useless. I donno why I'm so lazy for the past few years, why am I the villain to myself? Why am I so useless? Why am I acting like a victim?why do I talk like that? Am i doing all these to get sympathized? Why am I so pathetic? I fckn hate everything, I'm tired and as always I donno what to do. I'm clueless, I'm lazy, I'm.....
          You were one of my most hearty escapes, but you aren't here too hahah, I wish you were here but yah life doesn't work like that. Miss you lots, love you too. Hope everything goes well for you<3

The_Unkown_ME

Hey hey, it's me again. It's may & things are still no better, and as I feel like I want some escape...I miss your stories. Hope you are doing well, everythings good for you. Lots of love only, if possible please come back (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

The_Unkown_ME

Hey it's me again,
               Kinda drained so thought I'll dump my messy thoughts here(I hope you don't mind).
          Anyways it's my finals after 9 days and tbh I haven't studied a single thing...I just can't. I can't even wakeup at mrng . Everything feels so tiring and I'm scared of everything. I've this unknown fear for everything, tbh Idk how to get Outta this. I feel like I've the solutions but I'm not that capable of putting in the work.  Idk what I want or need , I'm completely blank yet filled with thoughts . I don't know......I just ....how ....what...why .....when, it's so difficult, idk if I'm making all this up in my head . Idk if I'm making myself a victim, idk ..idk I don't wanna think anymore....it's ...it's just soo....hmm , I hope one day I'll get Outta this..i wanna live a life i so badly dreamed off so I really really hope I don't disappoint myself and work hard for it . I don't wanna disappoint me or anyone anymore, I'm so tired. Life's is sucha pain in the ass lol. 
          
          Okok ig i dumped too much , I'm sorry.....but yeah love you lots and hope you are doing good. I'm thinking about you always (not like a creep ok༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ, whenever I read a book...i think about you that's it) kinda miss you always idk. Haha I hope you don't find me weird or creepy (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠)
          

The_Unkown_ME

Hey it's been so long :( lately I've been missing you so much that's why I'm gonna write this, i hope you don't mind. You are one of those very few writers in this ff community that I adore so much. The stories you've written were so well written, mature, realistic.... literally one of a kind .I used to wait for your every updates excitedly . The way you interacted with us was so sweet, you felt like a precious human being. Uk like those people who we see on online and we just get this pull to get to know them more ?? That kinda . I really loved whatever you gave us and however you behaved towards us and ig I'm really selfish to wish for you to come back(⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠) because I just miss you so much . Ik something serious might have happened that's why you have disappeared so suddenly without any prior notice but i just.....pls don't think I'm just writing these simply, whatever i wrote here I meant it all with my whole heart . I hope you are safe and healthy, and everything will get better<3 pls do remember someone who's far away sharing this plant with you adores you, loves you and miss you soooo damn much . 

The_Unkown_ME

@The_Unkown_ME oh and I reread you jimin ff here too cuz I don't wanna forget how you used to write hehe. 
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