taekook69_71

Tomorrow is my exam and here I am crying in the bathroom because I didn't want my mama papa to see me... (:
          	
          	Haha I haven't even studied anything for tomorrow's exam because of this....
          	
          	Ahhh!!!! God what have I done wrong please tell me, I.. I don't want to cry I want to be happy please take this pain away from me please God please....
          	
          	Please help me somebody please I I don't want to feel this much pain
          	I want to feel safe please 

taekook69_71

@red_hear_t__ ಥ⁠╭⁠╮⁠ಥ How tell me how you can say this beautiful words ahhh  
          	  
          	  I'm crying with happiness Thank you for understanding me....
          	  
          	  Your words feel so comfortable ❤️
          	  
          	  I- I don't know what to say I just feel happy because of you thank you sis
          	  
          	  You know when ever I try to say someone how I'm feeling they always say stop crying... Your not a small child stop behaving like a cry baby
          	  
          	  Instead of giving me comfort they just behave so rude with me
          	  
          	  But here you are(⁠っ⁠˘̩⁠╭⁠╮⁠˘̩⁠)⁠っ not only trying to comfort me but you also understand me Thank you again ❤️
          	   ily❤️❣️
          	  
          	  
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red_hear_t__

@taekook69_71 Thats great!! Aww come here(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
          	  Again I can understand I was crying yesterday while thinking about my life
          	  (•́  ‿ ,•̀) but crying won't change anything ryt... For everything that happened in our life, maybe we feel like it isn't fair, it kills us inside. But, we've to remember, don't ever let ourself drown in that phase of life. Yes, it takes time. But, we need to try to deal with them, we stand up for ourselfs and face them without any fear
          	  ☺️If you're not happy today, it doesn't mean you don't deserve it. If you feel bad today, It doesn't mean you failed as a human being and if you lose purpose in life, it doesn't mean you've to stop right there. This is your life- no one else's. At the end of the day, it is you who has to be happy with the choices you're making, the food you're eating, the dress you're wearing, the things you're doing, and the goals you're pursuing. Do not let the opinions and judgments of others stop you from what you feel and know in your heart is right for you. Eat the food that makes you feel the best, wear the dress that you like, and Do what makes you feel at peace. Surround yourself with people who make you feel good, who make you laugh, who sincerely make you smile. Go after what you want- not because someone else is telling you to. Listen to that inner voice, that inner child of yours, trust your gut and yourself, don't ever give up! We still have a long way to go, bub Just keep swimming, you only live once, so don't forget to enjoy every moment of your life. Remember life is a journey, not a destination.Even though you've to deal with all the suck things that come into your life. One day, in an unexpected way or time, you'll get the beautiful thing of life in the middle of this mess!(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ everything will be alright!!❤️
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taekook69_71

@red_hear_t__ 
          	  I did well in my exam... Thank you for your sweet words. It means a lot(⁠っ⁠˘̩⁠╭⁠╮⁠˘̩⁠)⁠っ really really thank you
          	   And I am very stressed because of my life problems (⁠٥⁠↼⁠_⁠↼⁠) and because of this I always get distracted when ever I try to study 
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AkikokoMe

Hey muffin I know it being a while but I miss you so decide to text you 

AkikokoMe

@AkikokoMe it's ok I know you are busy
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taekook69_71

@AkikokoMe I miss you too Coco I'm really sorry please forgive me for not replying you 
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AkikokoMe

@AkikokoMe hey sis wanna talk miss u 
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Twilight_Traveler

Where are you??

taekook69_71

@Twilight_Traveler don't pout cutie I will read the chapter 
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Twilight_Traveler

@taekook69_71 I updated new chapter.. I’m missing your comments *pout
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taekook69_71

@Twilight_Traveler hello girl (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠) 
            I come back.... I hope you didn't miss me too much hehehe 
            Are you oky?
            And I will start reading FF from tomorrow 
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Twilight_Traveler

You haven't read the chapter yet?? : (

taekook69_71

@Twilight_Traveler Hey please don't say that.... I am really sorry you feel this way because of me... ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ Forgive me dear 
            
            And your story is not boring I repeat  your story is not boring okyyy
            
            I love your story so much dear ❤️ 
            
            Is just that I want to spend some time with myself I want to heal myself ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
            
            I will complete the chapter at night oky
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Twilight_Traveler

@taekook69_71 is my story boring?? T_T I hope you’re enjoying and you want to read : )
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Twilight_Traveler

@taekook69_71 I will wait dear : )  Sorry take your own time I was just being excited for you to read  ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
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taekook69_71

Tomorrow is my exam and here I am crying in the bathroom because I didn't want my mama papa to see me... (:
          
          Haha I haven't even studied anything for tomorrow's exam because of this....
          
          Ahhh!!!! God what have I done wrong please tell me, I.. I don't want to cry I want to be happy please take this pain away from me please God please....
          
          Please help me somebody please I I don't want to feel this much pain
          I want to feel safe please 

taekook69_71

@red_hear_t__ ಥ⁠╭⁠╮⁠ಥ How tell me how you can say this beautiful words ahhh  
            
            I'm crying with happiness Thank you for understanding me....
            
            Your words feel so comfortable ❤️
            
            I- I don't know what to say I just feel happy because of you thank you sis
            
            You know when ever I try to say someone how I'm feeling they always say stop crying... Your not a small child stop behaving like a cry baby
            
            Instead of giving me comfort they just behave so rude with me
            
            But here you are(⁠っ⁠˘̩⁠╭⁠╮⁠˘̩⁠)⁠っ not only trying to comfort me but you also understand me Thank you again ❤️
             ily❤️❣️
            
            
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red_hear_t__

@taekook69_71 Thats great!! Aww come here(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
            Again I can understand I was crying yesterday while thinking about my life
            (•́  ‿ ,•̀) but crying won't change anything ryt... For everything that happened in our life, maybe we feel like it isn't fair, it kills us inside. But, we've to remember, don't ever let ourself drown in that phase of life. Yes, it takes time. But, we need to try to deal with them, we stand up for ourselfs and face them without any fear
            ☺️If you're not happy today, it doesn't mean you don't deserve it. If you feel bad today, It doesn't mean you failed as a human being and if you lose purpose in life, it doesn't mean you've to stop right there. This is your life- no one else's. At the end of the day, it is you who has to be happy with the choices you're making, the food you're eating, the dress you're wearing, the things you're doing, and the goals you're pursuing. Do not let the opinions and judgments of others stop you from what you feel and know in your heart is right for you. Eat the food that makes you feel the best, wear the dress that you like, and Do what makes you feel at peace. Surround yourself with people who make you feel good, who make you laugh, who sincerely make you smile. Go after what you want- not because someone else is telling you to. Listen to that inner voice, that inner child of yours, trust your gut and yourself, don't ever give up! We still have a long way to go, bub Just keep swimming, you only live once, so don't forget to enjoy every moment of your life. Remember life is a journey, not a destination.Even though you've to deal with all the suck things that come into your life. One day, in an unexpected way or time, you'll get the beautiful thing of life in the middle of this mess!(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ everything will be alright!!❤️
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taekook69_71

@red_hear_t__ 
            I did well in my exam... Thank you for your sweet words. It means a lot(⁠っ⁠˘̩⁠╭⁠╮⁠˘̩⁠)⁠っ really really thank you
             And I am very stressed because of my life problems (⁠٥⁠↼⁠_⁠↼⁠) and because of this I always get distracted when ever I try to study 
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taekook69_71

I don't know if anybody will see this or not but I still want to clean my thoughts.
          
          Today really feel like dying (⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠)... My heart said let's end this and leave everything But my mind said don't give you Can easily service just  be patient....
          But I don't know what to do anymore It's really hurt I cried every night and then sleep... I don't even know at which time I sleep maybe 3 or 4 am. Sometimes I don't even sleep and stay awake whole night.i
          
          I'm an Introvert person Because of this I don't have any friends.... The person I thought who will stay with me forever, support me and understand me we will be bestfriend forever but not happen the way I thought... Haha she also just left me alone when I needed her most. 
           And the so called friends I have in school ◉⁠‿⁠◉ they don't even talk to me they only came when they want my help in something or want me to do their work. 
          
          Doctor told me to don't over think or take any stress because one day when I was in my room I was thinking about my bad past  and that course me to have a panic attack and because of this I feel unconscious and when I came to my senses then I saw my mother who was crying very badly and doctor who was sitting in front of me told me that my blood pressure is very low also asked me what I was stressed about but I did not tell any thing to her....
          
          :) I want to say more but I don't know how to express my feelings 

taekook69_71

@ficlovess (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)♥♥️♥️♥️
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taekook69_71

@ficlovess Your so cute.... Thank you so much for this sweet words ❤️ I will try my best to make myself happy:) 
            And you take care of yourself oky....
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taekook69_71

@Hihimamanini Let's hope It will get better soon.. Thankyou ❤️
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ASadLife0

Hi sorry to bother you but I was wondering if you could give this story a chance. I'm not the author though she's shy to ask
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/359100829?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=ASadLife0

taekook69_71

@ASadLife0 Thanks dear I'll give it a try ❤️
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