taekyxshi

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Okay like I love the prophets and all that but why the ever loving FUCK are some psalms literal ballads!?!!? like mf I'm here to praise G-d or sum shit not reread the entire chronological order of happenings since the giving of the Torah in Sinai!?!?!

taekyxshi

and not even in a disrespectful way. For context, I took it upon myself to read the entire book of psalms thrice in my breaktime.. well, I've read 2 and I'm reconsidering life :D
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taekyxshi

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Okay like I love the prophets and all that but why the ever loving FUCK are some psalms literal ballads!?!!? like mf I'm here to praise G-d or sum shit not reread the entire chronological order of happenings since the giving of the Torah in Sinai!?!?!

taekyxshi

and not even in a disrespectful way. For context, I took it upon myself to read the entire book of psalms thrice in my breaktime.. well, I've read 2 and I'm reconsidering life :D
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taekyxshi

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Honestly I might sound REALLY spoiled on this take buttt
          
          My dad has been complaining SEVERELY about our financial situation and like
          Every time we have to go buy something he brings it up
          especially when I bring stuff up
          like I have to buy binders because I didn't expect to use fucking binders in this course but noooo they hate me and my precious notebooks
          so yeah
          and then he goes "we're gonna have 10,000 ILS cut.. and we only have 9,000 in the bank" and like BITCH why do you have to say that to your daughter???
          
          Now I sound like a horrible person but LISTEN. I have been spoiled day in day out and I feel guilty for buying expensive stuff but I don't think ANY child should be told to feel bad because of their parents financial situation
          
          and it's stupid because my dad puts EVERYTHING on like repeated payments where the payments are divided between months and that is the main reason why his money is getting cut so bad
          
          but besides that he's an insensitive shit that I never ever ever feel comfortable being around and every single moment I have to talk to him it feels like I'm walking on fucking EGGSHELLS
          
          but yeah I'm just a spoiled brat don't mind me

Sn0wyrobin

@taekyxshi  np, take your time!!
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taekyxshi

@Sn0wyrobin I'll try my best haha >< Thank you for being so supportive !! <3
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Sn0wyrobin

@taekyxshi  gng you’re so responsible: :(don’t let your parents spoil your personality, you’re alreasdy perfect and don’t need to change one bit :(
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taekyxshi

CEASE THIS DAUGHTER PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER NOWWW
          BEAR YOUR RESOLVE AND PUSH THROUGH
          SPEAK IF WE'RE TO WIN THIS TELL ME HOW
          DO AS I BID NOW OR ELSE GOD FORBID I SHALL
          
          FIRE! FIRE! SWALLOWING ILLIUM WHOLE
          FIRE! FIRE! BURNING INTO YOUR SOUL!!!

taekyxshi

@-Noctis_Asahi- AHHHH ILLIUM IS GOING TO BE SO GOOD
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-Noctis_Asahi-

⸝⸝ ꒰ @taekyxshi 
            
            I'm so excited for it, ypieee!!! 
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Sn0wyrobin

@taekyxshi  i haven’t listened to that part yet lol
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Pretendingtobeacow

HELLO!!! Not trying to rush but I just wanted to know if youʻre still updating your genshin book??

Pretendingtobeacow

@taekyxshi Thank you!! And please take your time
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taekyxshi

@Pretendingtobeacow I'll try my best but I'm currently stuck as heck in school so who knows </3 sleep deprivation really got me BUT I'll try to finish a chap!!
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taekyxshi

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JORGE RIVERA HERRANS IS MAKING A MUSICAL/ALBUM THINGAMAJICK ON THE TROJAN WAR AND HOLY FUCK IT SOUNDS SO GOOOOOODDDDDDDDDD

taekyxshi

@Sn0wyrobin NO BUT THE SNIPPETS ARE SO FCKIN GOOD
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-Noctis_Asahi-

⸝⸝ ꒰ I really appreciate you looking over me, I can't thank you enough even had I spent all the rest of my days making it up to you. I really needed that... your words had me thinking, and it's just selfish of me to give up so early. I might not have anything left to appease myself and convince it to go forward, but I'll try my best... if not for myself, than for you and the people around me who deserve my company. I love you so much, I'd be lost without you. Thank you again. You're like a bright star in the darkened sky of my ever decreasing will to live, carrying me on each new day to a better tomorrow. It's time to stop being corny now... but you have my sincerest thanks. 

taekyxshi

@-Noctis_Asahi- Darling it's not selfish to give up. It's a way of life, and a lot of people usually choose that. If you don't have anything to make you feel like yourself, at the very least openly look for it. You might seem delusional or overly optimistic to people, but it works. Look around and think that the world revolves around you because YOUR world should definitely revolve around you, not anyone else. Working to get better is the hard option, but it's soooo much healthier and you've probably heard this a hundred times before but its true! You can't love others without loving yourself - love needs a source and to channel that you must manifest it yourself. I love you so much and I cannot explain how every second without your presence is an ache on my dire soul but it is. Your existence is an anchor for me. I rely on my thoughts to keep me happy and sane and silly and whimsical (because.. that's a MUST) and you really should too. Trust yourself, love yourself, and soon enough you'll find yourself feeling the same to others. Open up to yourself, you deserve your own company. I love you so so much.
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