@taekyxshi
This is a little late, but (belated) happy birthday! I hope you had an amazing day filled with love, laughter, and all the things that makes you happy. May your year ahead be filled with prosperity, success, good health, and endless opportunities.
Stay fabulous, stay iconic, stay thriving, and stay cnty diva <33
I feel disconnected.
Happy Birthday to Me
My sister got me a violin ><
My parents got me a camera
and my brother got me some expensive ahh colored pencils + sketchbook and Oxford dictionary (the digital one) (translate from English to Hebrew and otherwise)
That was yesterday night and this morning ofc according to the Lunar calendar
But according to the Gregorian, it's in about 5 days.
Pinterest be asking me what my trauma archtype is istg im so done
INDEFINITE HIATUS ANNOUNCEMENT
Mainly because I'm currently unmotivated as fuck
And slightly because I have a lot on my plate
And a bit more importantly because I'm sick as hell and had my lower braces attached yesterday morning and it hurts like a bitch more so than the top ones. (They're blue, if anyones asking)
Once I'm back I'll go into Vellichor and try my best to work on TFC, Poppy Playtime, MHA books and AOV (Arrival of Virtue, an OG BL x saint! reader because I said so)
Let's hope for the best
Kudos to everyone ><
I'll try my best to have a fixed updating schedule again by July (when my break starts)
@taekyxshi ❝AKIIIII take care okay, rest well and please take all the time you need!! <33 (blue braces??? That's so nicee!)
@taekyxshi I LOVE YOU MOREE THOOOO SO MUCH THAT EVEN THE AMOUNT OF GLITTER CANNOT COMPARE /p
*hands you a plushie*
*Plushie secretly holds a confetti balloon that pops on contact*
so we had practice at my teachers house today cuz there's war and we cant go to school rn
AND THE SONG WAS SO FUCKING AMAZING OMG FINALLY I GET TO SEE SOMETHING WITH AN ACT AND NOT ONLY SONGS
WELL FUCK YOU NETANYAHU
RIGHT AS WE'RE PRACTICING FOR GRADUATION
RIGHT AS WE HAVE A FULL MUSICAL TO PREPARE
YOU STOP THE DAMN CEASEFIRE..
AND.. well, yeah we have a free day today so I might update
Chat I've learned something important
Pleaseeeeee do not pressure me for updates because it sucks all my motivation out!! Instead, engagement, comments and constructive criticism would boost my motivation a lot more!!
Vellichor will still continue, but updates might get slower considering that I'm trying to draft a BL story on the side, along with me having to prepare a speech for graduation, us dancing 24/7 every day just to do a musical AND blaring my eardrums out of position (/j).. and of course, tests. And my j*b. And extracurriculars. AND volunteering.
@Sn0wyrobin Noo! Dw you were very polite about it >< You didn't rush me per say I just overthink it a lot!
I went to the Burial
I cried so fucking much even though I don't know him
I just felt a crazy connection
for absolutely no reason
The speeches done there..
they made my heart heavy
broken
Life is so fleeting
@taekyxshi Words can't express that feeling but I know it... It's okay to take your time and feel your emotions freely (if that sentence makes sense) it's okay to think of them *gives you a hug*
I feel so fucking empty for no fucking reason like how do you feel like your entire life went to zero because of someone you never even got to talk to? or just saw like once in your lifetime?? I get that he's my mothers cousins son but besides that I don't know him
But I cried so fucking much its crazy
This is taking all my motivation away and I don't even know why, or how
I have to write a speech for graduation as representative of my class
and we have a musical to practice, along with dances
But I have no strength for anything
I just want to sit down and do nothing the whole day
It's ruining me Idk whats even happening
I was so happy just before
Was it the instant shock of hearing him dead?
He's in 9th grade.
Ninth. Grade.