The moment i saw my ex leaving me, the moment it ended..i cried..so hard..i fell on my knees..not because he left me because i was played..i felt betrayed..i cried for days to fall out of love. My family and friends were there for me...i just thought that was the worst heartbreak of my life..but i don't think it is..i might have worse than that when he..get a girlfriend..i will be dead from internet..also part of me will die in reality. I will be happiest tho i might have to cry a lot to move on..that's what i do..i cry to move on..that's the only thing that helps..but i had him to shift my focus from my ex..but after him..i will have no one to turn to..no friends no family no one..cuz this is insanity...no one will understand it..no one will unless they have lost someone in their life and got so hurt that they can't even physicality seem to try to get closer to anyone else anymore...cuz they are scared to get hurt again and again..oh i hate being a lover girl knowing damn well no one's gonna love me like how i love someone..i can only act like a bich rn cuz i have someone who i am pouring my love to help the lover girl inside me feel safe and happy. It's messed up ikn..probably should get a therapist once he gets a girlfriend.
This def isn't the time to cry but here we go..