taesthiccbutt
You know, I'm going to be honest rn. Im really really hurt. Im 20. And sure something is not ryt mentally. I just want to be a normal person man. Someone who can focus on her work. Not stay pessimistic, so much anger and sadness. Just keep thinking about them. i just don't want to. I just want to be an independent woman. A confident person. I want to take right decisions uk. I was to stop all this...pain, hurt, anger, feelings of betrayal, self doubt, i just really want to tell everything to someone n talk abt it n stuff. But i can't. I just can't man. Im not ok uk. I jzt... couldn't hold it in. I feel better that i just typed all this rn. Yeah. Much better. I don't want to send negative vibes ya know. But thanks. I don't know wtf im thanking for but...thnks❤️
GimAgim
@taesthiccbutt You know..yes, they say that time is supposed to heal, but it's not unnormal to remember things. There will always be times where we'll think about our past and the bad things that happened again. It's not about forgetting them, it's about accepting them tho. I can understand that it's frustrating for you, really. If it's possible you really shouldn't try working against all the bad stuff, but working with it. Or idk, try to think more positive even if it's hard, appreciate the smaller things. Write down one to three good things that happened (they don't have to be extremely good things, something like sunny weather, if you like it, is totally fine too) every day and idk, you'll maybe realize that not everything is shitty. Idk if that helps, but I really hope so.
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@GimAgim thanx man. Really ❤️but im just seriously unable to explain wat iv been through uk. I mean its been a hella long tym n i still hv no idea why on earth i can't move on. Like...time is supposed to heal n shit. Im supposed to forget ryt? Why on goats hell do i keep REMEMBERING? Its frustrating uk. Sorry for the sad vibes u nice person ❤️
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GimAgim
@taesthiccbutt Sometimes it really is better to let it all out for once. I really hope that you'll be able to feel better, be more confident and more independent soon. You got this. I believe in you and if you ever want and are able to talk, I'm here. Feel free to message me anytime.
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