taetae14v

1/29/21, 6:35 P.M.
          
          I feel like this is my normal opening to me starting any type of paragraph so I’ll just say it.
          I legit don’t know where to start this but I’ll figure it out, I promise. 
          
          All the paragraphs that I’ve made you here have come from the heart even if I start by saying I have no idea where to start it pretty much just means there’s a lot to say and I don’t know where to start it or how to put the words together without it sounding stupid or having any grammatical mistakes. 
          
          Anyways, you probably wonder. 
          “Why the actual fuck are they writing this here and not in person?” Well to be completely honest, I just want others to see how amazing you are and I never really expect it half the time to pop up on your story so this is the only way I can really get the word out I guess?
          
          You’re amazingly pretty, I sometimes get lost on how I managed to get such a beautiful best friend (More like sister but you know.) It does shock me sometimes knowing I wake up to someone that amazing but what can I say? I got hella lucky and I appreciate that.
          
          All the moments we have together even if they are stupid arguments, I cherish them close to my heart because I know that I’m never going to have this with anybody else but you. 
          I really told myself, I wasn’t going  to cry during this but I miss you so fucking much which brings me to say something that will legit bring me to tears any day.
          
          I still remember the day we first met in person, I wish we could go back so bad legit all the time. 
          I have never been so happy before until that day but then reality hits me, I still remember the day that you finally had to go home it still hurts me deep down but sometimes things happen.
          
          Anyway, leaving this off with a positive note!
          I love you so fucking much, Taegi.
          Words will never be able to describe that.
          You will be my best friend forever.
          
                                     Love - J-J. 
          

6/27/21
          
          Before going in depth with this, I just want to take a moment to say thank you for everything. I’m currently listening to film out so I really hope I don’t cry. Thank you for my amazing birthday gifts, I really appreciate them with all my heart. You have really saved me, Taegi I don’t think you can really see that. 
          I like to say you saved my life because you truly did. I hope we can make more memories together and thank you for taking the time to come out and visit my ass. I appreciate that you’re still here even though I simp for everyone and eventually end up complaining about them to you.
          You have made my life 100% better, I can promise you that. We might get into fights over stupid shit but what’s a real friendship without them? I love you so much and hope we can continue this friendship on till the day we die. I know, I told you this once or maybe never but I’m definitely not affectionate but with you I think that really did change, I’m starting to feel a lot more affectionate than I usually am, I know I told you this today but I have never had a friendship like ours so I apologize if I can never share but if you can see I really am trying, I will always be your shoulder to cry on same goes to you with me. 
          
           I love you, my 4lifer.
               -J.❤️

Hello! Uh, I’m honestly just here to tell you how amazing you are. You’re genuinely the sweetest soul out there and I’m glad to always wake up knowing my best friend is there waiting for me. I have to say I’m a very lucky human bean and would NEVER trade in anything to replace you. You’re my soulmate and always will be.
          
          Sheesh, I sometimes think about our disagreements and wonder what the fuck even went into our minds. It makes me realize how harmful it can be to both of us. Time is very precise and you never know what the fuck you are going to get. Yes, I might have referred to that one saying that I clearly can’t remember right now seeing how lost I am in telling you how amazing you are.
          
          I plan on making a story about us soon explaining the reasons I love you and so forth. I’ll try to do it in my free time or during the summer. I plan on making it a lot of chapters seeing I already know we are going to make way more memories together. Sometimes, I think back to the times when we had a lot more time to call and rants about upcoming things and such; I get it we both are busy, I just miss seeing that beautiful smile on your face and the way we laughed. ( We still do today.)
          
          I love you so much and that will never change, I hope you know that. 
                                   
                                    -love your best friend. 

To anyone who read and/or liked my shitty stories, I am sorry to say this. By Midnight of July 3rd all of my stories will be deleted. I have just recently lost my only motivation to keep going for you guys. It was my fault that this happened, so please don't apologize or anything. My account will NOT be deleted because I will continue to read all of your incredible work and support you all! I am not posting or saying this for attention, its purpose is to sincerely apologize to all this applies to. I hope you all understand and are not too upset
          
          
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          I love you guys and remember 'your not a monster your a human' don't be afraid to show your true 'passion' or to say 'I love my face' and always be bold with your 'fashion' because you are who you are, always say 'I love my life' because 'you nice keep going' don't ever give up on anything!!