taevrix

 How are y’all? I’m kinda nervous rn because idk… if Be Mine works well, I might start making more Yoonmin ffs in the future. 
          Otherwise, Taekook will probably remain my main thing, with Gongseok coming once in a while.
          
          I actually really enjoy Yoonmin ffs, but there aren’t that many readers for them, so I’m a little unsure.  Let’s see how Be Mine goes first. 🤍

weiwei2672

@taevrix well author I don't know about others....but I think it will absolutely get hit....
            It's really good and covers the harsh reality of our society....
            I really love your writing although I only found you Today and yeah you should write yoonmin ff's more.... 
            I really love them....😁❤️❤️❤️🤧
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taevrix

This was actually the book The Unwanted Love that I unpublished, changed, and turned into the Jiyoon FF. So maybe you guys’ votes are already there, or maybe they’ll show up again....I’m not sure But please, everyone, comment properly again this time, okay? I’m putting in so much effort for this… can’t I get a little love too, hmm?
          And please Dont forget to comment alot please 🤧
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/415598712?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=taevrix

taevrix

Today feels different. Strange, actually. I don’t know how to explain it properly, because nothing particular happened. There is no specific reason I can point to and say, “This is why I feel like this.” Yet somehow, my heart feels heavier than usual.
          
          I woke up feeling normal, but as the day went on, something inside me just started feeling… off. I tried doing the things I usually enjoy. I tried distracting myself, talking, writing, scrolling, laughing at random things,but there was still this little emptiness sitting quietly somewhere inside me.
          
          It’s such a strange feeling when you’re not exactly sad, but you’re not happy either. You’re just there. Existing. Thinking too much about everything and nothing at the same time.
          
          Maybe I’m tired. Maybe I’ve been holding too many things inside without realizing it. Maybe I just need a moment where I don’t have to be okay for anyone. I don’t know.
          
          Sometimes I wish feelings came with explanations. I wish my heart could simply tell me what it needs instead of making me feel restless and confused. I keep asking myself, “What’s wrong with me?” when maybe nothing is actually wrong. Maybe I’m just having one of those days when everything feels a little heavier.
          
          And the worst part is that I don’t even know what I want. I want to talk, but I also want to disappear into my own little world. I want someone to ask me what happened, but I’m scared I won’t know what to say. I want comfort, but I don’t know how to ask for it.

user25816118

@taevrix you are not the only one.... it happens to me often, but you are so much younger than me, that you should not feel this way. I believe that it is something temporary, and I hope that now that I am writing to you and the day has progressed, you are feeling much better.
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