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xander ♡,
you are one of the most inspiring and genuine people that have entered my life. you have been there for me through the hard times that i have done many dumb things to myself and everything. the good times with the happy about getting into something, or getting something, or just having a great day. you have been there for me when i couldn't even sleep for days at time and then when i finally knocked out on the phone i was snoring like a gorilla but you were proud. you told me that your grandparents thought i was a dying man. good times, I've done many stupid things, like fell in love, breakdown and then hirt myself, thinked about the worst possiblities on how to die and shit. but i have also done many great things for myself that have gotten me to where i am and who i am today because you've been there for me for legit almost 3 or 4 years now ( pretty sure its 4 cause we were all in a gc we just didn't talk. ) you've made me a very happy person whenever you are around and I'm glad i can be there for your good achievements and the bad things that happen to you so i can be your comfort because i don't want to see you to break down i wanna see you spring into the air as if you were the bud of a flower that was going to bloom and you are that flower, you're a growing person, you've grown into such a beautiful human being. you've cried through your hardships, fought through your hardships, and accomplished them too. you've shown me that even when things get dark to strengthen yourself because not everyone is your friend and i thank you for so many things you have taught me through these years. I'm so glad you have made it into college, your losing weight for yourself and to impress nobody else, and you're roasting nanci on a storm and making yourself smile a bunch and that is what i hope to see all the time.