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There was too much crowd so many people and reporters and i have crowd phobia :") *crying ugly* standing out far away for hours i just got a glimpse of his hair but him being near already had me choking on tears so i was blessed btw i saw him sitting in car no i am not crying fuck but the aura there was so fuzzy like like i am still reeling over it, ahhh i got so my fictions in my brain all of sudden and everyone was gasping, all i could do was just watch in silence i couldnt move he walks so fast and it felt like wind serene and peaceful, a beautiful gray storm and before i knew it was over, i bet lots of people held there breath and rest were screaming their lungs out i had goosebumps all over my body the whole scene was so outta world there were people there who didnt know him still stopping to watch him, like the beautiful man he is i was standing far far away, among people mostly who just stopped to look at the star he is and i felt so amazing when they asked me who is he ,oh fuck i felt euphoric like i knew him so well so i felt so close to him all of sudden haha it was so pretty so fucking pretty the moment and everything then he drove away and i went back to walking btw i bought labubu red and blue and now i have tata hanging on my bag alongside labubu dolls glaring at them haha same tata same one in millions sighs i wish i can get a bit closer to him without being in crowd he is just my inspiration and favorite idol wow i never talk this much but i can write books on this moment from my morning routine excitement to gathering outside waiting for hours listening to what everyone was talking about him to rush of excitement all the thinking and finally the moment ah my heart stopped and i wonder how people find themselves filming him when my whole body stopped functioning i just stared stared stared so hard so focused legit flinched when man beside me asked do you know him? Hahahaha