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1. i think they all have interalized hate for me lmao
2. when one of them has even the slightest of difference in opinion as me i get scared to share how i feel so i just isolate myself from them for a while
3. i think that they just ignore me when i try to address things im worried about
4. also i feel like all of my friends are actually lesbphobic and i just dont know it
5. when i talk about my interests or act ,, obnoxious ?? i think they find me annoying so uhhh
6. idk they all have friends better than me
7. honestly im an asshole and they deserve better people
8. i get too attached to them and they probably see me as clingy
9. i think they dont actually care about my problems and just show me sympathy because they feel guily or pity me
10. uhh idk i just sometimes imagine life completely alone and isolated