i'm so sad. i've liked someone for my entire four years of middle school (that's so so long like i can't believe it, at one point i even questioned if i was IN LOVE with him) and i don know what it is about him. and now i end school next week and barely anything happened. like i didn't want to be in a romantic relationship with him (if we were going to the same high schools that would be cool even though it probably wouldn't happen) but i at least wanted him to maybe be my first kiss or i want to hug him longer or hold his hand all day and just talk to him. i'm literally crying i don't know why i'm going to miss him way too much like i dont know what i'm gonna do without him kind of miss when we're not close. ughhhh i think i might LOVE him is that even possible?