Oh, how my heart breaks to type these words.
Putting my thoughts and feelings into words has never been more difficult. My heart is twisted with guilt, but all good things eventually come to an end. I never thought this day would come, honestly. I always believed that one day I'd come back to writing, picking up where I left off like I never left at all. I've tried. God, I've tried so hard to not lose the thing that my world once literally revolved around. I ate, slept, and breathed writing.
Then one day, I didn't.
We all grow out of things we love. Passions. Hobbies. I've had to learn that the hard way. It's okay to grow and move on, even if it hurts to do so. It's okay to let people down and disappoint them. I originally intended to just take a short break from writing, but that short break turned into more than a year. I'll be honest with y'all - my heart isn't in it anymore. I've tried time and time again to write just one more time, but the passion and love never returned. I just hope that all of you can accept that this is the best choice for myself. I'm putting myself first. I'm letting go of the stress that always lingered in the back of my mind, thinking about the unfinished stories waiting for completion. I'm letting go of deadlines, word counts, and amount of reads.
I'm letting go.
It's time for me to go.
I thank y'all for the friendships that have lasted years upon years. Some of you have read my works since my very first day on our beloved Wattpad. Y'all made the bad times good and the good times even better. Through the ups and downs, the drama and the joy, we became a family. I'm not going to be deleting my account; at least not right now.
So, this is goodbye. If you want to see what I'm up to, follow me on Twitter @killakellssss. I'm always posting about my life on there and it gets wild sometimes. I'd love for y'all to join me! I wish everyone the best wherever life takes them.
All the love,
Kellie.