@taken_by_sleep_
Another toxic relationship down! What is that, five for six now? DAYUMMM I'm so good at picking up all these manipulative people. It's like a secret talent.
I get people just love to use me for their own pleasure!
I'm now 18, realised that currently, I don't have any real friends.
I'm trying to get back in touch with someone who I had a huge argument with, after giving them two weeks space. They probably won't come back.
My mental health is at an all time low.
Is this what being an adult is like?
Sadly, but it will get better as you try. You will grow and learn who you can and can’t trust. You will learn how your specific mental health works and what helps keep you calm and safe. It’s about learning what your outlets are and who is your support system.
I'm honestly so done, man. There's too much shit going on. Couldn't even go into college today because my mental health is so bad. Now this shit.
Grief and depression combined make you do horrible and stupid things.
I have managed to do the worst.
I don't know how to fix it.
@taken_by_sleep_ Glad to read that. And no problem, I’ll be there if you need anything.
@MaddieHalloway I pushed someone very dear to me away. I thought they had left me too. But it's all okay now. Thank you for asking..
I feel so fucking pathetic and weak for going to therapy today. I feel like I can't manage anything on my own.
It's causing me to push away my coping mechanisms and I feel so vulnerable right now.
Life is great.
@taken_by_sleep_ Been there (except for the therapy, which I desperately need), but all I can say is that it gets better. If you need to vent, rant or just talk, reach out. You’re not alone.
Make me laugh.
You won't
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Update about the new story!
It'll NOT be an ego story. It'll be my own original work that I'll be working on for however long.
But, updates for "His Words" Will definitely slow down. I'm very sorry about this, but college is a main priority right now
Hey guys!
Just an announcement about "His Words."
Updates may slow down. Not only do I accidentally forget to upload on a schedule, but I'm also working on a new book!
College is being a pain in my ass and I'm behind on some work that isn't good. Since I have exams coming up too for it.
So I will be trying to focus on that, too.
I hope you guys understand and I hope you guys look forward to the new book!
best girl. best write. much love. muah
